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Results.

2012-02-20T08:38:00.002+08:00

And results are out !

I want to thank God for not letting me fail anything for the past Semester :D

Really, really thank God (:

Le Sigh

2012-02-19T01:20:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry but i still can't let go.

I still can't forget about you.

I still can't get you off from my life.

Sorry, but i still love you :'(

Happy Valentine's Day (:

2012-02-16T02:05:00.004+08:00

Guess we never did have a Valentine together.

Had an awesome Valentine's Day this year, with a bunch of friends. Great ones. We went Fullhouse for dinner, then went for a movie. Friends are important. Even when your boyfriend or girlfriend leave you, they still are your friends. You don't need a girlfriend or boyfriend to celebrate Valentine's. Dating a friend or dating with friends is good enough, or maybe much better (:

Happy Valentine's Day :D

Every one in this picture are single, taken guys and girls were not invited to this occasion.

HAHAHAHAHAH !

And this is my date for Valentine's 2012 (:

Wish everyone enjoyed their Valentine's Day too !

And don't be stupid, there's no such this as FOREVER ALONE :D

Nothing is forever.

Happy Chinese New Year !

2012-01-22T18:27:00.002+08:00

It's Chinese New Year again.

Time do pass by fast, whether you're having fun or not.

So, yeah. Nothing much to talk about.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ! :D

The King is Back !

2012-01-17T02:23:00.005+08:00

Section 5 secondary school's King is back from Kedah for now. Semester break for a month, and so we went had movie at KLCC last two days. It was great catching up with him, and another two more girls. Which i also havent seen in a kinda long time.

And we watched " The Awakening ". One unique horror movie.

Kinda sad, kinda touching, not so scary tho.

I won't say its worth watching.

And tadaaa, pictures ! The king is the on in blue.

Had another great day (:

BBQ with the Tards.

2012-01-17T02:19:00.003+08:00

Another BBQ party, but this time is with my old secondary schoolmates. Ahh, the memories.

The power of iPad apps ! hahahahah :D

Had a great day (:

And Sem Break is Here ! :D

2012-01-12T15:55:00.003+08:00

Sem break is here and i'm just home from Genting with ma classmates ! It was a awesome, full with laughter trip ! <3 This is one trip i actually LOL and ROFL ! Maybe its then beer effects. Hahahaha. I find out i drink a lot last year and Genting trip is only the beginning of 2012 ! Hope to have more fun trips !

There Goes Another Semester. And Another Year.

2012-01-07T23:01:00.003+08:00

Another Semester of my studies is soon to be over. Last paper on Monday then its holiday for a month. Semester 2 some how passed by very fast, faster compared to Semester 1. Maybe its because of all the fun i've had during Semester 2. Whether with old or new friends. Planning to get a job and work for during my break. Now i know how suck it is to live with insufficient money every week. Everything is expensive outside, unlike last time school canteens. Where RM1.50 is all you need for food and drink. Oh, the old times.

So, it's also new year. Welcome 2012 ! Wasn't a good start for me. Many things happened. Accident, phone spoil, lost my student ID card. Ahh damn, what's next ? God bless 2012 ! God bless me !

Merry Christmas !

2011-12-26T12:52:00.003+08:00

It has been ages since i last wrote a new post. I'm going to TRY to start blogging again :P For now,

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE <3

Merry Christmas again, with <3

Opps.

2011-04-16T02:10:00.003+08:00

I nearly forgot that i actually have a blog. Hahaha. It has been a long time since i write about something. But, actually it's because i have nothing to say. I mean i have, but it isn't meant to say out in public, to readers. Advise, some stuff is really better if you keep it to yourself.

So, something that i can type about here. I'm WASTING MY LIFE AWAYYY ! How sad is that ? I'm still thinking what i have interest in, but till now, i still have no idea. I'm just gonna go with whatever my mum says i should go. I don't want to think so much already, giving me headache. Been doing nothing lately, absolutely nothing. Didn't reload my credit for my phone, so no texting. Nobody online that much anymore, so no chatting. I hate Facebook cause it shows me people and things i hate to see most of the times. Twitter is just so-so. Nothing special about it also. Damn i hate my life. Lifeless, just lifeless.

How i wish something or someone can just come into my life, change it completely. I want to do something different. Maybe suddenly i become a superhero and start saving lives. Or maybe i met a dog that talks. Or maybe i met someone that actually speaks my language, understand my jokes. Or maybe i suddenly become rich for a day. Or maybe suddenly Justin Beiber dies ! I don't know, something that will change my life to a better one. I got bored of waiting for the some one person everyday, i got bored with my lifestyle.

Things will change when i actually start studying again, things will change in November. I know i can't predict the future, but this i just now. I'm not predicting. I now DO believe that the WORST could happen. I used to be optimistic, USED TO. But now, no. Optimistic brings nothing but disappointment to my life. I should just stick to reality. I eat what i pay, I score what i study. The more i pay, the better the food will be. The more i study, the better i will score ! Life sucks doesn't it ?

Happy 365 Days Together !

2011-03-22T20:51:00.004+08:00

Happy 1st Anniversary, my Love !

When i hold your hands, i feel deep trust from you,

When we hug, i feel deep care from you,

When we kiss, i feel deep love from you.

22nd of March 2011, a day late after the official date of anniversary,

I get to go out with you and i'm truly happy for that.

Sad thing is that too bad it has to end so early.

Although not watching movie today,

i enjoy talking to you,

i enjoy walking with you,

i enjoy holding your hands for the whole day,

i enjoy listening to your voice,

i enjoy seeing you smile,

i enjoy staring at you for no reason,

i enjoy thinking about you,

i enjoy eating with you,

i enjoy drinking with you,

i enjoy holding the umbrella for you,

i enjoy tickling you,

i enjoy when you wrap your arms around me,

i enjoy you being shorter than me, :P

i enjoy being with you !

i enjoy kissing you !

Importantly,

i enjoy loving you !

Happy 1st Anniversary again, my Love !

I'm wishing for many more anniversary to come,

Anniversary with you of course !

Time, time, time.

2011-03-06T02:22:00.004+08:00

Time, time, time.

I'm starting to think that sleeping is just a waste of time,

But, i still love sleeping. In that 8 hours of sleep, I can do so many things.

Hang out with friends, watch movie, online, games. Just in that 8 hours alone.

Damn the human needs for sleep.

I love the night life, i love the moon more than the sun !

Since i was young, i love staying up late at night and do my stuff. Read or anything.

As long as it's not sleeping !

Time, time, time.

Isn't it great if i can stop you whenever i want ?

There are many moments that i wish it'll last for eternity.

If there's someone always there to capture my great happy moment in picture.

I'll pay that person for all the pictures.

With friends and all, many of friends are separating one by one.

It's impossible to remember all of them for long term.

When you don't see a person for long,

memory about them with some how poof away, deleted !

and i don't want that, i even want to remember my enemies.

To know who hated me before, to know what i did.

Oh, time.

Yada Yada Yada.

2011-03-04T00:01:00.003+08:00

So, it's March. First thing to worry is SPM results ! Second thing to worry is what to study ? Third thing to worry is where to study ? Forth thing to worry is what is going to happen ? Results, i don't expect much and i don't aim high. All i'm asking for is 5A, any A will do, as long as it's an A ! All i'm asking for is just 5A's. What to study is really depends on my results, but, i have two things in my mind now. Mass Comm or Culinary Arts but i think higher chance i'll be taking Mass Comm or my parents' might force me to take Form 6 or A Levels which is a total waste of time to me and its a challenge to my physical, mental and soul state ! Where to study is kinda a problem, there're so many colleges in Malaysia and it's hard to choose. Which college is good at course and all, i know nothing about those. I'm so not ready for college life. What going to happen ? I don't know, nobody knows. Just go with the flow.

I remember the times we had together, it was such fond sweet memories. I would love to relive those times again. Times in school, times when we date. All of those are great, sweet, awesome ! But now, even though you say you're not far from me,

to me, you're far away from me. As long as i can't see you, means you're just far away. The wish to see you everyday, every second, till now it's still the same. I'm still wishing to see you everyday and every second. But, the wish is just to great to happen and again, there's no harm in wishing for the impossible. I still remember the time, the moment when i hold your hands for the first time, i felt the warmness of Love. The moment when we hugged, i never want to let go if possible. The moment when we kissed, i wish for the time to stop right at that moment. Make forever possible, then i'll be kissing you forever. But well, stuff like this only happens in dreams.

I love you oh very much !

the touch of your hands reminds me of Love.

IMY Ohh IMY

2011-03-01T02:25:00.004+08:00

I miss you oh so much !

I wish i can see you everyday !

Look up and count the clouds,

that is how much i miss you everyday, every time !

that is how much i love you.

Think.

2011-02-21T16:03:00.002+08:00

You should think before you talk and do something. You don't go start fucking up somebody because you hear only one side of the story and one more is you don't even know how the other side feels. You don't know how a person feels until you're in their shoes. I give you a situation now and you can say you're fine with it. Why ? It's because you're not experiencing it, saying is easy. Even i can say it's fine. You don't go start saying i'm being dramatic or something. You don't even know what the fuck happen ! What i say is what i think, you don't have to agree with me. It's a free country. But, it's no use confronting you because you'l just i'm craping and say " This is how i am ".

Another thing, when you brag just brag about yourself. You don't have to degrade somebody, be proud, just be proud of yourself. Keep it just about yourself, don't start comparing people with you. That makes you a fucked up piece of crap. So what you got money, i got money too just not as much as you. You smart, i'm smart too just not as smart as you. What you have is what i have, just the amount is different. Yeah, so what if you're smart, top student, top class. Smart in studies. Another thing which is important is the subject called Life. You're not smart about Life, no matter how smart you are in studies, you just fucked up. There are time for joke and time to be serious. Think and look if the situation is proper to joke around, if it's not then stop joking. It won't make your joke funny.

Girls, this will be funny. To you, you think girls like you just because they find you frequently ? Did you ever think that you might be their back-up ? and, don't call me a playboy just because i hang out with girls a lot. Don't say i'm hungry, crave for girl. I hope when you call me those, you meant yourself. You look even more desperate for girls compared to me, don't get me started.

When people give you advises about life, don't take it as a judgement. Nobody can judge you because no one is near perfect in this world. It's just advises, don't answer " I'm like that, i love talking like that ". You can't control what you say and you don't notice that what you're saying is actually almost like want to pick up a fight. Wait, actually you do always pick up fights with people. I'm surprise you still have your " perfect " face. You have to think, control when you talk. Think about people's feelings. I do tease people, but at least i know the border and i know when to tease. I don't tease their parents. Imagine people teasing about your parents ? You won't like it right ? or maybe you get used to it, that's why you're so fucked up. Listen when people advises you, to apply it in life or not is your choice. Don't fight back, get it dumb fuck ?

It's CNY !

2011-02-17T09:03:00.002+08:00

This year's Chinese New Year is wild one ! In the 15 days of CNY, i really did almost enjoy every moment of it. Especially with my great friends, they really made my CNY a great one this year. The best thing is that i didn't have fun alone, everyone with me also had fun but i got to say, i spend most of my time with a great friend of mine. He really have been there, always when i needed a guy to talk too. If i'm gay, he would be my partner ! That just sounded wrong, but yeah, i mean it.

Yesterday night, 16th Febuary, me and a bunch of friends celebrated my Sifuu's birthday ! and it was great, laughing times and all. Then i got kinda drunk, just kinda. I haven't reach the part where i have to vomit out whatever i drank. But, i have my reason for drinking so much at once. Never mind about that. And now, i'm posting this post and i'm having a minor headache at the same time. I'm using a lot of energy doing this. One thing, Glad to know you cared.

Love after Love

2011-02-15T05:23:00.002+08:00

Love After Love

The time will come

when, with elation,

you will greet yourself arriving

at your own door, in your own mirror,

and each will smile at the other's welcome,

and say, sit here. Eat.

You will love again the stranger who was yourself.

Give wine, Give bread. Give back your Heart

to itself, to the stranger who has loved you

all your life, whom you ignored

for another, who knows you by your Heart.

Take down the love letters from the bookshelf,

the photographs, the desperate notes,

peel your own image from the mirror.

Sit. Feast on your life.

- Derek Walcott

Awesome Day.

2011-02-09T00:41:00.004+08:00

Today, just realize how long i didn't see you already. You look different, that's for sure. Maybe its your hair, i don't know but you look different. After two months not seeing you, seeing you today really is Great. I love every single second when i'm with you today ! i miss every single second when i'm with you today ! I just wish time would freeze when i'm with you, so "forever" exists once again. But, i guess that won't ever happen.

Anyway, i had my time today. Love today so much ! Went Pavilion today for a date with my girlfriend, Finally ! Watched Yogi Bear, its funny to me. Love it. Except for the part where kids kept kicking my seats behind, that was just annoying. After that, we went for a drink at Chatime. Diabetical drinks ! We spend hours there just chatting. I didn't mind because being with her makes my day. Even though just being with you and do nothing, i still don't mind. But again, time didn't show mercy. Time just fly pass and its 6pm already which means there goes my awesome day. Every awesome day comes with happiness and ends with sadness.

Dear Janice Ch'ng Ying Zeng,

I love you so much until i gave "i love you" a whole new meaning !

- with love,

Wayne Chew Siew Wenn

I Fail.

2011-02-05T01:34:00.003+08:00

I fail in telling truths. I'm sorry that i lied to you, i know my reason will be silly because i told you this many times before. I have nothing to say but sorry. But, i've promise you not to give you bad memories. Lying in this case to you seems to be able to keep whatever sad thing that might happen between us. But actually, you do know what I'm not fine about, if you notice, it's always about the same same same thing. If you really notice, you'll know what i'm always not fine about. It always has been the same and only reason. But overall, i love you.

Shits.

2011-02-01T02:14:00.002+08:00

Things had been okay these days. Working and spending time with friends really keeps my mind off stuff. Stuff that i don't want to think about. Now every day i spend 6 hours or more in Pavilion's Wong Kok Restaurant. By the time i reach home, its already 9pm and occasionally 11pm plus also. I don't like going home early is because i'll just end up on bed and start thinking all over again. Sometimes i even ask question and i answer it myself. I thank God for a friend i had. He's so far is there when ever i need somebody to talk to. Although sometimes he doesn't understand how i feel, but he's a person i can trust to tell him my problems or worries or what i'm thinking. And again, he won't ALWAYS be with me, at some time we will be distance apart, chasing our goals. No blames to anyone, its normal for some one to chase their goals in life.

So i've been told that i'm in a mess most of the time, except for when i'm with you. I don't really want to believe its true, but it is. Its hard for me to cope what is going to happen. People tell me "Things will go on just very fine, it'll be over before you know it", but that is just what they say. I find it hard. I'm not used to every shit thing that is happening now, i need you with me. Saying that i'm fine is easy, but most of the time is all lies. As long as you're not with me, i'm not fine at all. Stuff isn't going very well and its just January. I feel i'm back in Form 5 life all over again, except for the not seeing you every day. Less texting, less outing, less EVERY THING. and again, no blames on anyone on this also. I'm just complaining, i can't find the right word.

That feeling makes me miss Form 5 again. I wouldn't mind taking SPM all over again, as long as we're all together again. As in you, me and all my friends. School time are just great. Slack, study, date. Time when we friends are actually very close. Not like now, every one is missing in action. Only a few is still around. What i miss most is the overnights we had together ! at cc or at house, both also i miss. The fun and joy, i can't have it now already. Everyone went like, a sudden mature in thinking, not wanting all these childish stuff anymore. Well, people change. People as in everyone including myself.

There's a thing about me though, i love talking about what i did last time. It some how never fail to put a smile on my face. You know, when you remember those dumb things you did before, those silly things you've said, your embarrassing moments, all the mess you ever created. I laugh to myself. But memories of 17 years isn't that much, mostly is just regrets and mistakes. But one thing for sure is, even if there's regrets and mistakes, i enjoy my life so far. Even if i'm in a mess ! I hate life, i love life, i hate life, i love life. Overall, i still love life Experience i've gain in everything i ever do, knowing what to do and what not to do, learning from mistakes. There's one thing i didn't regret ever, its each and every part of my love life. Maybe there's one that i regretted.

Shits and Stuffs.

2011-01-24T01:20:00.003+08:00

Another night alone, its not a complain but a good thing actually. Time when i can just sit by myself and think what i have to think. Studies is a problem. It's almost the end of January soon and i still haven't make up my mind what to study. This is because i don't have confidence in myself, i'm afraid i will fail my studies and waste my parents' hard earn cash. I don't even dare to imagine my SPM results ! Every time i think what to study, options do pop out in my mind. It's just that i'm not sure i can do it well a not, i don't even know what am i interested.

Importantly here is there's something you don't know about me. I didn't tell you is because i thought that i will change, but unfortunately i didn't. I have a problem with not seeing my girlfriend every day, in other words, i have problems with distance relationship. Because besides my parents, my girlfriend is my second important person. I need you always at least near me because i don't know when i'll be sad, or depressed, stress or happy. All this happens randomly, and with you at least near me, its easy for me to see you when i need you. I need you to keep me company, to keep me loved. But, i never blame my girlfriend if she's forced to move further away. Its just me and distance relationship problem. All i can wish now is nothing to go wrong and i can keep hanging on till you're done studying. This is a thing that i think you should know.

What's next is i'm sick looking at people flirting with other guy's girl. I mean, why you want to do that ? "As long as she's not married, i have a chance", that's a true statement but why destroy someone else's relationship ? Another true statement is "May the best man wins". So, if the girl choose the other instead of you, you can pretty much FUCK OFF because the girl made her choice. Don't still go send the girl stuff about love anymore. Be smart every time, taken girls are just meant to love a guy only. Don't be mean trying to destroy other people's relationship just because you don't have one. What isn't meant for you will never be yours. Accept the fact that the opposite is better than you. and Karma is true, whatever you do now, you'll get it back later. I bet you don't want people to destroy your love life right ? Don't waste time harrasing people through social networks, because i can tell you honestly, its pathetic ! You fail as a mature person.

Even if you want to harras, make sure you got the balls to do what you've said. Don't just be man on social networks, then a pussy in real life a somebody asks you out to settle problems. You might think disturbing people's love life through social networks will pissed that person off only. But other than that, people in the whole social network will think you're nothing but a lifeless piece of crap that had lost the girl you love to another better person.

and Guys, please don't go do suicides because of break ups. If the girl ever dump you, it just mean that the girl isn't right for you. Yes, its sad and all but get over it as soon as possible. Dying for some girl that dosen't like you is the dumbest thing. There are bigger fish to catch in the sea, many other girls that might be better than your previous.

My thoughts are wide, my feelings are as much as yours.

My thoughts aren't simple, try to understand.

Great times.

2011-01-23T01:54:00.003+08:00

I am not the only one that keeps good memory in my mind or life. Had a great chat with a friend, which was once my girlfriend too but too bad things didn't work out well. Chatted about many stuff, studies and what to do in futures but the thing i was surprised was about each other's love life. We both had honest talk, how things started from the first girlfriend/boyfriend to the latest or the last. Well, good memory should be kept in mind for life, that's for sure. But i never thought that ex-s would keep good memories with them too. For this, i'm truly surprised and feel special. She seems to remember what i've done and even keep stuff that i've once done for her. Even myself just remember partially of what i've done. Letters, RM1000, alone times. All these are really great moments. Jealousy, reason of breakups, all revealed ! Kinda too bad we weren't meant for each other. Glad she was honest when talking about this. Some girls just even ignore.

But, everything happens for a reason, that's what i say.

WORKING

2011-01-21T01:06:00.002+08:00

Been working my LEGS off for about 2 weeks now and still i can't get use to waking up early ! and working at so very far from Wangsa Maju. Just travelling and walking is tired already, then 6 hours every day. Its nothing to experienced workers but i'm NEW ! Tiring ! Now i know how hard is it to earn your own money. Well, today got pay for the first 15 days, not much but am satisfied with it. My own hard worked cash, for the first time ! Working is just tiring and i got no time for myself. Can't stay up and watch late night movies already, the best movies are during midnight ! Then time with you lessen by a lot ! including texting, the only way we communicate now. Its like i'm back to schooling life again. Text less, date less, mostly none. Ahh ! Don't want to talking about it. Every day, i see sweet couples hanging around Pavi and i felt jealous, thinking how lucky are they.

Working, i see many kinds of people. Mostly, rich people. I love Gays ! They are like the most polite people ! They say "thanks" when i serve them their food and "please" when asking for a favour. Others don't even say "thanks" ! So, be polite to your waiters. Even its just "thanks", its like a tip to them ! to me at least. Treat your waiter right unless your waiter are those asshole that has no manners. That you can just show them your middle finger as the TIP !

Why ?

2011-01-17T01:27:00.003+08:00

I wonder, what makes girls so special and guys not ? Why should we prioritize them ? As if they are all oh so wonderful and innocent and won't do anything bad. As if they are the only one that can get hurt, and guys can't. Both girls and guys can get cheated, both girls and guys can get rob, both girls and guys can get rich, both girls and guys have heart and feelings, both girls and guys have their death time. Guys have a dick and girls have vagina ! So, what makes them so special compare to guys ? Sometimes, i see quotes or sentences saying "Behind every successful man, there's a great woman". Saying as if all guy's ever success if because they have a girl behind their back. Well, they're wrong. Guys can live without girls as great as girls can live without guys. Many bachelor live richly without girls behind their back. Another thing is, if girls can be b*tchy, why guys can't be playboys ? Girls can love two guys at once and guys can love two girls at once too. Whats next is the "treat your woman right or you wont get any woman" quote. Where's the "treat your man right or you wont get any man" quote ? Guys have as much feeling as girls have. If girls want guys to treat them right, treat guys right too. Don't go telling them "I love you" and on the other side, there flirting with over guy. Imagine is a guy do that back to the girl. What the girl feels is what exactly the guy feels too. And last, First steps/moves ! Whoever make the rules guys must make the first step first ? You want a guy to make the first step, you give them signs. Guys can't always make the first move. Why girls can't make first move ? Shy ? Guys will be shy too. Again, whatever a girl's emotion, a guy has too. Just that guys don't show it out because sometimes it isn't a must.

My point here is guys and girls are kinda like the same. Emotions and feelings, guys and girls have it too. Just be fair with each other. You don't want to be cheated, then don't go cheat. Just a little of what i think.

Perhaps.

2011-01-15T09:55:00.003+08:00

Perhaps everything does changes in time, although i hope they don't. Perhaps, its time to start to get used to you far away from me. Perhaps, its time to start thinking seriously for once, what's best for me, me and me only. Perhaps, its time to do things that will make me happy, feel better. Perhaps, its time to be a little selfish in everything. Its time to think what to study, its time to think what to do, its time to think how to get used to new surroundings, its time to think what i like without giving a damn about other, its time to start doing what i feel.

Yes, i'm sad that you're going so far but that does not help in anything. So, best of luck in studies to you and in whatever you do ! and i'll see you when God plans when i can see you.

God bless you and me,

I love you

A brand new year.

2011-01-02T21:31:00.004+08:00

Its a new year again, Hello 2011 Goodbye 2010. What happened in 2010 stays there, move forward towards 2011 ! Just that this time, i pretty much wish 2011 never come. I don't want a new year this time, remain 2010 ! i don't mind taking SPM over and over again as long i get to be with you. I thought everything will be fine right after SPM, that's what i thought but nothing went right.

During holidays, didn't went out much. Spend loads of money on cc cause its the only thing fun to do with my friends. Been saving my money for the wrong reason. Most of the time, i spend time with my precious Bed. Everyday, just wake up, have breakfast, if nothing is on tv then i will head upstairs where my bed is. With phone lying beside me, i just lie on the bed for the whole day. And by whole day, i really mean WHOLE DAY ! Lifeless, just lifeless. If i'm lucky, somebody will text me ! If i'm not, then its just some quality time with my Bed. Everyone has been busy with their own family plans, which i'm kinda jealous cause my parents' never want to leave the house. They rather stay at home and do nothing, and yet they say they are busy all the time. So, December is obviously a bad month and i didn't had an awesome Christmas ! What a waste -.-

So, January came not long after. Stuff gotten worse. Everyone has planned what they want to study and all and i still spending my precious time with my Bed everyday. My parents' keep asking me what i want to study and all i have in mind is NOTHING ! i can't make up my mind and actually, i don't have anything in mind. Well, the worse gotten worse day by day. I got so bored that i really had a thought of jumping off from the roof of my house. Although i know i won't die, but i regain my senses telling myself i might actually die even though it's just two stories high. Another thing is, why do Intakes for college exist for January ! i didn't spend enough time with you also. I've been thinking of this shit everyday and God damn it that the Day is getting closer. I know i can't stop the time, but i still can wish and wish that my wish comes true. I'm happy for you but at the same time, worry about what shit might happen. You can tell me "Everything will work out just fine" but that's not gonna make me stop worrying, thinking. And starting from tomorrow, we will text even lesser ! when i start my part-time. I told myself i need this job to get my mind off stuff, but i don't think it will work.

Life is just hard, i know everything happens for a reason, but i just can't accept what's gonna happen ! I don't dare to imagine what's next. SAM has an A for Australia ? Of course i'm hoping for the best for you, sincerely.

And i'll be honest, i never trusted distance relationship will ever work out .

OMG!

2010-11-08T00:39:00.001+08:00

2 weeks left ! 2 freaking weeks left ! 2 weeks to study 9 subjects ! Is it enough ? Noo, of course its not and I'm still going out and play and all. Although i did study, but its not enough. That i know but i still go and have fun instead. Oh my crap ! I can't set my self to study. Its time to die !

Happy Birthday To Me !

2010-10-26T23:58:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to me ! Belated actually. My clock says now is 12.00am already :) another year of my life had pass, and i'm 17 already ! I have been living in the world for 17 years already ! Having friends beside you on your Birthday is almost the best thing and i got my Best presents from God, which is my Awesome friends and youu ! Thank God :) but i still haven't get my present from youu ! :P Joking :)

Birthday this year was boring. Maybe we all grow up. Hahaha. The only fun time is school time. But, i still wish i can celebrate with youu yesterday :( but well, time is not on our side. Soo, well, 17 years old, which means, old one year, mature another year. That's what my mum says to me EVERY birthday ! hahahaha.

GA-RA-DU-A-TE-D !

2010-10-24T00:12:00.002+08:00

GA-RA-DU-A-TE-D !

Graduated !

Graduated today ! The feeling was some how awesome. It's like, Finally im leaving school for Good after 11 years studying in it ! :D hahahah. Bad part is im sure that i'm gonna miss all and i mean ALL of my friends. Wish you all the best in SPM and in whatever you guys are planning to do after SPM ! God Bless :)

wow.

2010-10-22T23:29:00.003+08:00

Its already our 7th Month, darling :) see how fast time flies, no giving chance of slowing down at all. During hard times or good times, time still flies. Even though times in the past two months or so are not so great, i still am glad i have youu as my girl :) Happy 7th Month again !

Besides that, 2010 is passing like so very fast ! I'm already gonna graduate tomorrow, tomorrow ! Wear the blue robe for sure, and the square hat i hope. Have to dress in GAY formal suit and with tie on and leather shoe ! Another year just passing by like that, gonna be 17 in another few days ! I feel old, but its the cycle of life. I'm crapping now ! :D hahahaha. It's just too boring.

Over ! but.

2010-10-17T00:47:00.003+08:00

Trials are just over ! but its nothing to be happy about, because the end of Trials only brings SPM closer, the real thing. Hmmm, if im not mistaken, its only 36 days from now then its SPM. I, somehow, am kinda exited about it but definitely not ready for it. Gotta start my last minute revision starting from next week, its a swear ! Gonna text less, but now also text less already, never mind that. Work smart ! Things might get boring, but life still goes on. So, yeahh, after today i will not disturb my Second Wife anymore, my stuff stays with me. Happy times, memories stays. Others, forgetting will be best.

Soo, now. SPM for me will be just for nine days ! but nine days is suffering enough already. The best thing is one day on subject ! Hope they don't change the timetable ! I want to study on a subject, and totally forget about it after the exam ! My brain is not that big to store too much studies in it. As usual, BM will be first, followed by BI then Maths then Sejarah, my guess.

Heaven and Hell is in within a month ! Nothing is impossible, soo, getting A in AddMaths is not impossible too ! Hard-to-handle-addmaths, im gonna fuse in with you ! Hahahaha. and also other subjects !

Singing off !

What the hell.

2010-10-04T01:09:00.004+08:00

Another shitty weekend -.- everything seems so right and fine at first, then things went wrong again, as usual. Me and my Patience, got to learn to control it. It has been going over limit lots of time in the month of September. Control, Overcome ! If only it is as easy as said, it would be awesome. Didn't mean to worry youu, honestly.

Trials ! and i'm no giving a shit about it, i think. I studied but in exam i can't really do properly. Screw up another important school exam :S its Bio paper in like 6 or 7 hours from now and im still here, in front of the computer with the Bio book open in front of me too. How hopeless, feel like giving up like for real ! If only things turned up right all the time, life would be easier not just for me but everyone too ! Why challenges ? Why obstacles ? Why SPM ? which totally ruin my life for the past 3 months. My time with youu !

Should get on with my Bio studies now, nothing much i can do to change anything, Time especially. What the crap ! -.- Hard times these months.

nothing much i can say,

i love youu still.

loves,

These days.

2010-09-17T01:20:00.004+08:00

Times these days are really just sick, tough, bad, bored or whatever else and its during two weeks of holidays. Its already Friday now, 1.22am, and most school had reopen. Specially, my school reopens on 20th, Monday. Once school starts on Monday, it also means its a week before Trials, 7 weeks or so before SPM and the worst part is i can't get myself to study. I can't say there's no time because there is time, its just that i'm slacking. I'm being reminded a lot that, "Trials results can use to apply collage" and "SPM leads you to your future". Don't you guys think i know that ? It just annoys me sometimes and makes me even don't want to study, somehow. I don't know what to do. I'm just being so lifeless in this two weeks, only study time is during tuition time which i know it isn't and won't be enough for SPM or Trials.

Another thing is, i've got lots to say. My hates and likes, but i'm afraid you'll purposely change when i tell you those. Even if you say you won't, i know you will and i don't want that to happen. I love you just the way you are. My hates are tiny stuff which people don't really notice about it unless i tell them. You got your reason when you done some of my dislikes and i understand, really i do. Just that sometimes, i really feel like telling it out although i don't mind whatever you had done, even if its my hates or dislike. But, then i think again, what will you do if i told you those ? Especially these days, days are hard for you already and i don't want to make it worse. I hope you get what i mean. If you do, don't ask me about my likes and hates. If you don't, still don't ask. Because, i will not know how to answer you. So, just read and forget about it.

I LOVE YOUU JUST THE WAY YOUU ARE :)

Truly, Really, Sincerely, No lies,

ILOVEYOUU JUST THE WAY YOUU ARE !

i really hope youu just read and forget about it,

what matters the most,

is that iloveyouu infinity much,

loves,

September !

2010-09-09T22:12:00.002+08:00

Its September already ?! Gosh.

Another 2 months till major exam, SPM !

and still im not setting my mind to study !

I hate September anyway,

1) Trials in this month.

2) SPM getting closer

3) Lots of shits happened -.-

Trials is like a week after the holidays,

and i just read Bio and 8 subjects to go.

Every time i thought of 8 subject to go,

I go lazy to even take a book -.-

Signs of a failure ? HAHAHAHA.

God knows :S

I'm hoping for a miracle to happen,

All of sudden i LOVE studying.

That will help alot ! :D HAHAHAHA.

SPM, like i said just now.

2 more months to study,

Form4 and Form5 ! Time is running out, Wayne Chew !

GET TO WORK ! i mean, STUDY ! HAHAHAHA.

self determination :P

and Shits, yeahh. Lots of them happen.

but i don't wanna talk about it.

Trying to leave unimportant things behind :)

Alright, its the holidays and i want to go out with you ! :( all i need is just a day in two weeks, a day in 14 days ! God, please help us ! Just a day cause i can't stand another day not seeing her. I don't even need a whole day, just half a day is also good enough ! Pleasee. I PRAY, HOPE AND WISH !

loves,

i know its hard,

2010-08-29T22:18:00.003+08:00

I know its hard times these days,

but i don't want to see youu get bad results,

It makes me think that I'm the one that's pulling down your grade.

Youu can tell me its not, but still i feel that way.

Youu know, everyday and im used to text with youu.

A day receiving less than 10 texts sucks, youu know.

I know youu're always busy and have to study,

And no time or can't text sometimes,

I know, and i don't mind :)

cause i KNOW all of this will end in another 100 days or less,

Will youu tell me all this will end after SPM ? :)

I LOVE YOUU OHH SO MUCH, STILL !

i love youu,

as much as ever,

for now and then.

Awesome.

2010-08-29T19:07:00.001+08:00

Ahhh ~

2010-08-22T21:23:00.002+08:00

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, wish right now

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Every way and when they set me free
Just put your hands on me

And Oh

I'll hold your hand when we drive
And we'll lose track of all the time
And we'll tell everyone that we ain't never felt so alive

In my head, I see you all over me.
In my head, you fulfill my fantasy.

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
Let your waves crash down on me
And take me away

'Cause when I look you're, you're never there
But when I sleep you're, you're everywhere
You're everywhere

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams

I love you is what matter the most :)

times these days are bad,

but even so,

i still love youu.

loves,

Friday Night, Saturday Morning !

2010-08-21T00:43:00.002+08:00

It's the Friday again and already,

Soo, today got some future studies talk for Morale students,

Taylor's College, looks cool.

After that home then tuition,

Learning about how girls get pregnant ! LOL.

and how the nurses measure the cervix or something when want to deliver the baby.

Urghh, delivering baby is hard work,

Thank goodness im not a girl :P

Hahahah.

Come home, dinner, texting and online till now

Dinner, another normal dinner.

Texting, texting the same old people.

Online, Dota again. Hahahha.

And youu can't online, modem problem :S

My luck i suppose :(

And again youu fell asleep i suppose :)

Soo, Goodnight, sweet dreams !

Saturday Morning, football or maybe for a movie :)

Maybe watching alone, maybe watching with the guys.

It depends. So, yeah. Another lifeless weekend ! Weeee ~ :S

Just until SPM's over i guess.

LIFELESS FTW !

i love youu darling,

from the bottom of my heart,

loves,

I'm sorry :(

2010-08-16T14:21:00.003+08:00

What's happening these days ?

Everything seems to be so different, weird.

I don't actually know whats happening.

I get all pissed over small stuffs, problems.

and exam marks, its bad, horrible.

I loose my patience easily these days,

I can't wait things for long, replies, transport, game.

It's like a NO WAITING life.

Just like yesterday i got pissed at youu :$

It's almost a whole day without youu,

and then when youu came home and youu were sleepy and all.

and DiGi line problem also.

Maybe i overly missed youu or im just boring.

But i don't blame youu in fact, i'm sorry for getting pissed at youu :S

Youu went for Seminar for SPM,

then previous night youu slept late and youu woke up early yesterday,

it's logic that youu're sleepy after the Seminar :)

then youu can't text when your parents is around.

and during Seminar cause youu need to focus.

I understand, i'll try to be more understanding :$

So, yeah. I'm sorry for me being pissed at youu last night.

I was not reasonable :S

I wasn't thinking properly :$

Hope youu'll forgive me.

I LOVE YOUU, MY DARLING

♥

really hope youu'll forgive me,

i was dumb :S

loves,

♥

the smile on your face, the truth in your eyes ♥

2010-08-08T21:17:00.003+08:00

Boring !

2010-08-07T11:54:00.001+08:00

Boring Day One !

Boring Day One !
Boring Day One !
Boring Day One !
Boring Day One !
Boring Day One !
Boring Day One !
Boring Day One !
Boring Day One !
Boring Day One !

It seems.

2010-08-05T13:48:00.001+08:00

Everything seems to be such a rush these days :S

I just wish stuff would just slow down.

Times with youu is never enough :S

loves,

Study, Babehh !

2010-08-02T20:41:00.002+08:00

Study mood is here baby, at the same time love mood never leaves :)

Exams are tomorrow and i'm studying my ass off !

Burning the midnight candle and hopefully it pays off sweetly !

At least improvements pleasee, pretty Lord :)

Tomorrow is History, Modern Maths and Malay.

History halfway there, M.Maths halfway there too.

Malay, no where near it.

Am just too lazy to study Malay lahh :S

I just want improvements ! nothing much :)

my days with youu are always the best,

wish more days with youu to come.

i love youu, darling.

loves,

♥

Thank youu !

2010-07-29T21:03:00.003+08:00

Firstly, i want to thank God for granting my wish for today.

Really appreciate it lots !

Had a date with my Darling :)

went and watch Sorcerer's Apprentice.

Awesome and funny show, must watch, people !

Everything was fine from the time my date started till it ended :)

Really thank God for that :)

Although our date wasn't long,

but i still am happy we had a date, a complete one :)

just two of us :)

More of days like this to come.

i miss youu the moment we separate :(

i love youu,

loves,

♥

I wish,

2010-07-28T22:40:00.002+08:00

Dear Lord,

I wish for everything to be right tomorrow,

No bad happenings pleaseee :)

Pretty pleaseee, good Lord !

Sincerely,

Wayne Chew

Waiting,

2010-07-25T23:41:00.002+08:00

I grew tired of waiting,

I want it whenever i want it,

I want it wherever i want it !

FUCK, waiting !

2010-07-18T01:36:00.004+08:00

I sure do hope everything goes on fine with us,

I know i don't believe in forever,

But i do believe in long lasting.

I want our relationship to be long lasting and meaningful.

It has been a long time since i felt LOVE like this.

If youu got anything problem, just spit it out.

We will try settle it together,

Arguments, give it to me.

We will try to settle it together.

Importantly, everything will be fine

Everything IS and WILL BE fine.

Youu don't think and i don't.

Problem solve ;)

and i don't believe God is cruel,

its just the time is not right yet.

The time will come, the day will come

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

All we have to do is just wait for it.

I LOVE YOUU, JANICE CH'NG YING ZENG !

♥

and this is not a joke !

loves,

Its boring,

2010-07-10T01:03:00.003+08:00

Goddamnit ! What a boring night and day -.-

I totally have no idea what to do when you're not online :S

i dont know what i should do,

i feel sleepy but it feels like there is something to do.

i just dont know what :S

Hope things get better as time pass.

Goodnight world,

Goodnite to youu,

Goodnight to me.

loves,

2010-07-04T02:35:00.004+08:00

It looks like its been a long time since i last update my blog,

i can't remember when i actually go to blogspot.com also.

Well, what has been happening for these few months.

There are ups and downs, fun and boring, sad and happy, frust and worry days.

But this is the life right ? We just have to live with it.

Lets start with ups and downs,

MONEY !

I've been spending a lot but i don't know on what.

My piggy bank CAN'T be full !

It always reaches to RM100 and somehow next week,

its got back to RM70 or less.

What in the world i have been spending on, hmmmmmm.

Then then then, fun and boring.

There are weekends that are fun,

When we went to friend's house and had fun.

When i can message you for the whole day.

There are weekends that are boring too.

Its when i want to go out, but i know i don't have the cash.

It sucks, then i got no choice but to rot at home.

and and and,

you've been busy with your work, Mag Inc.

but i can't blame you. Its school work right ? :)

So, i'll just wait till you're done with it :)

Happy and sad, hmmmm.

Happy its of course when i get to hang out with friends,

even tho its just a drink at NZ,

i still am happy being with friends.

but nothing compares with going out with you.

Looking forward for the day, whenever that is.

Sad, ermmm. sad sad sad sad.

Sad is when OMG you suddenly went offline when everything is fun.

Your mum went off the modem :(

sometimes, a little pissed too. Just sometimes.

When pissed, it would be just off the comp and off to sleep -.-

Then, frust and worry.

Lets see, frust !

Ohyaa, school teachers are mad. She just loaded us with five essays.

Finish it all in 2 weeks, and am so lazy.

Even during Dota i get frust, sometimes.

Your team mates aren't doing a shit thing and you're doing all the thing.

and when you die, they'll scold you -.-

Worry, worry, worry, worry.

nahh, its best not to say :)

Well, that all that have been happening in these few months.

4 more months to SPM.

Good luck to myself and all SPM takers, 2010 !

i miss youu,

i love youu,

i miss youu,

i love youu.

loves,

♥

POTF - War & Illusion and Dream.

2010-06-23T16:35:00.002+08:00

2010-06-21T00:06:00.002+08:00

Although we have down-ness times this month,
everything still goes back in order.
and still,

Happy 3rd Month Together !

Back !

2010-06-14T15:06:00.005+08:00

Im back from Genting ! :D

it was so so boring, 3 days without Internet.

But there's 2 things good about Genting.

1) The cold air there
2) Dazzle Performance :D

Videos and pictures wasn't allowed to take during the performance.

But i took pictures of the stage before the performance starts.

Then, WORLD CUP 2010 !

been staying up late for World Cup matches :P

and am feeling so tired :S

came home yesterday early in the morning -.-

and i dont know what's the rush.

*Yesterday night*

Finally, i can online again ! :D

and the best thing is,

i get to see youuuuuu.

everything was alright :)

till boring starts :S

don't wanna talk about it.

although youu said its nothing,

its something to me.

Sorry.

Last Night - Germany (4) vs Aussie (0)

BBQ !

2010-06-09T11:38:00.003+08:00

BBQ last night at CML's was awesome :D

Too much food actually, don't know which to eat.

We had trouble starting the fire at first,

but everything turn up right in the end :D

It was a laughing day too, awesome friends.

A bunch of jokers. :D

I had my own sweet time tooo. It was the best :)

How i wish time freezes at that time,

then we won't have to separate,

which is always the saddest part when we go out :(

Every time when we separate my heart turns grey,

And i wanna turn back time to be with youu again ! :)

damn i miss yesterday,

but but but,

i miss youu the most,

i miss the moment we have,

it was oh so sweet,

loves,

♥

Poets Of The Fall ! ♥

2010-06-07T00:54:00.003+08:00

Poets Of The Fall rocks !

POTF FTW ! :D

♥

Boring.

2010-05-30T16:48:00.002+08:00

Boring, Boring, so Boring.

Is there something to do to keep boring away from me ?

Watching movie, yeah great idea.

But what movie to watch ?

Online ! yeah.

But what to do when online ?

hmmmmm,

Dota, yeah !

but, who to play with ?

Ahhh, i know. Message my girlfriend !

but her dad will scold her for messaging.

Got it ! Sleeping ! yeahh !

but i will get scolding if i sleep for long.

Nothing to do, its so so so boring.

Where is my childhood mood ? :S

you're back in hometown,

and i miss youu so much.

Have a safe journey home.

loves,

Happy 2nd Month together !

2010-05-20T23:34:00.003+08:00

Happy 2nd Happy Month together !

Selamat 2 bulan gembira bersama-sama !

hahaha.

see how fast time flies when i'm with youu,

its already our second month togetehr :)

and these two months, i am happy !

another month together,

and more months to come,

i'm sure of it :)

missing you so much,

loves, lots.

♥

Chilled.

2010-05-20T13:37:00.002+08:00

Things seems to be getting better,

for now that is, for now.

so happy you got your phone back,

miss youu so much,

loves,

FUCK !

2010-05-19T14:08:00.003+08:00

What in the fucking world is wrong with my luck ?

Does it have to be so fucking bad till everything goes fucking wrong ?

What the fuck did i do ? I never kill, steal or other shit.

WHAT THE FUCK MANN ?!

Luck, why the hell are you messing with my love life ?

First was her phone spoil, so can't message but at least can call.

After she get another phone, i run out of credit for about a week.

and now,

i just fucking top-up like on Sunday, and i only get to message her till yesterday !

then her dad took away her phone from her.

FUCK IT LAHH, FUCK MY LUCK !

nothing goes perfect man, NOTHING !

What's next ? she have to change school ? FUCK !

now i'm gonna miss your even more,

its not your fault, its just my luck.

i still love youu,

missing you so much,

loves,

♥

2010-05-15T23:11:00.003+08:00

Today went for a movie with the guys.

the movie was awesome,

everyone got scared of their asses.

hahaha, after then went cc.

normal guys routine.

yeah, i had fun today with the guys,

but my day would be perfect if its you i went out with.

missing you so much,

loves,

♥

So Many Times,

2010-05-15T12:07:00.002+08:00

There are so many freaking times,

when i feel like throwing my phone on the floor or away,

when i can only read your messages and not reply them.

if only my parents' gave me more pocket money,

then i can reload by then already.

just reading your message and not replying them is really a pain.

but but but,

it will be just till Monday then i'll top up.

hope nothing goes wrong after that.

no phone spoil or no credit again.

its almost had been a month we did not msg :S

no matter how much i see youu,

i still miss you so much.

absence makes the heart grow fonder they said,

to me absence makes me miss you more,

loves,

♥

Awesome Song. hahaha

2010-05-09T22:49:00.001+08:00

Boring Saturday

2010-05-08T21:57:00.004+08:00

School is so boring today,

Especially when sayangg never go :(

First thing was basketball, then PBSM, then Pengguna.

all was boring, super boring.

During club meeting time, its was PSP Tekken Mania.

Hahaha, the game is awesome.

Colour of the day : BLACK.

See Jaya up there, he's so cute !

HAHAHA.

missing you ohh so very muchh !

how could i spend a day NOT missing you ?

its an impossible !

ahhhhh!

loves,

♥

Finally Am Done !

2010-05-06T23:44:00.003+08:00

Finally i'm done with the 1000-words-above essay.

i'm just doing this for the koko marks,

so i don't have to go school on Saturdays.

Thanks to everyone who helped me with the points for this essay.

Thanks you, Google !

appreciate it lots, loads and tonnes.

it has only been hours,

but it felt like ages,

since i last seen youu.

and dammit i miss you so friggin much,

if only i can control time,

if and only if :(

missing you oh so very much,

loves,

Labour Day is Awesome Day ! ♥

2010-05-02T00:47:00.006+08:00

Labour Day is awesome day this year ♥

Today, went and watch two movies.

Went and watch with precious and the couz and the sis.

But, still the whole day is like there's only you and me.

Firstly, went and watch Date Night.

It was funny,

"You guys just took our reservation ? What kind of people are you ?" said Taste and his girl.

"Shut your vagina !" said Taste.

After that, we catch another movie. Iron Man 2 !

It was awesome

Iron Man just gotten stronger :D

The technology they show was awesome.

Then, after movies she got to go home already.

Its was around 5pm that time,

Although i wished we can spend longer time together,

But i know there is always a next time.

Sweet memories cannot be rushed.

time dosen't show mercy at all :(

it does flies at full speed when i'm with you,

how i wish i'm capable in controlling time,

so we never have to seperate,

moments today were sweet,

and it will stay sweet,

it has been "sealed" :D

although i see you everyday,

i still miss you alot,

especially when in such condition now,

we cannot message.

wish our next outing comes soon,

looking forward to it.

missing you oh so very much,

loves,

♥

2010-04-25T10:47:00.002+08:00

Another boring Sunday.

Weekends should be fun and relaxing,

Why is mine so friggin boring :S

A Sunday, which means rushing homework day.

Still have so much to do and i don't feel like doing.

Chemistry, BM project, AddMaths, English essay

and blablablabla ~

Which i can just go out and have fun every weekends,

but money crisis :S

Boring, Boring, Boring and it goes on and on.

another day spending my time messaging you :)

how i wish you're with me all the time,

and time crawls slowly when i'm with you,

missing you lots ~

loves,

One month.

2010-04-22T20:08:00.001+08:00

Sorry its a bit late.

Yesterday was 21st April 2010, one month happy together.

Time really passes by fast when we're together.

One month just went by like that.

Just hope that we will be happy together always.

miss you so much,

if not for my dumb phone :(

take care precious,

loves,

2010-04-18T20:20:00.004+08:00

I MISS YOU SO MUCHH !

Today went for "Ching Meng"

thank goodness the weather was cloudy :)

wasn't that hot like other past years.

Went to Sg.Besi then to Kajang.

Four destinations, far far away from KL.

i miss you more than words can say,

loves,

2010-04-17T08:48:00.002+08:00

compare, compare, compare.

why you guys love to compare me to better person ?

can't you both compare me with people which are not better than me ?

i'm not them and i can't be them,

so, why compare ? you like them so much, go take them then.

i know my studies aren't good but at least i'm trying to improve.

9A's might sound easy to you, but not me.

why don't you take the exam ? since you're so smart and all.

"9A's only ma, people can get 21A's. why you cannot ? " says you.

Well, FYI, i'm not them. smart isn't everything.

compare, compare, compare.

compare me with my friends. you don't even know them.

why don't both of you just compare me to Bill Gates ?

total contrast, i bet you like that.

do you both know how annoying it is to be compare to other people better than you ?

yesterday never get to see you much.

it's the worst day of the week.

and plus, i can't message, what could be worst ?

i miss you so much,

more and more everyday,

Monday is holiday for us,

can't see you again :(

and that makes me even miss you more,

loves,

Sex Education and i dont know what to write about.

2010-04-15T20:59:00.003+08:00

AWESOME !

2010-04-13T13:37:00.003+08:00

school days are just so lovely these days, hahahha.

but not for the exam results lahh.

results was bad, but i only hope for improvements.

i know my maths had improved, so *claps*

BM left another paper to see weather is there improvements.

Physics, Chems was down, down, down :S

gotta work harder, try at least.

SPM, i would love to marry you in November.

Such romantic month, i love you SPM !

would you be my wife SPM ?

to prove that you love me, please make the questions easier,

for the humans of tomorrow's sake :D

hahahaha.

another sweet day filled with sweet moments,

why can't time just stop that time,

missing you,

loves,

♥

2010-04-11T11:02:00.001+08:00

have a safe trip back to KL, precious.

miss you so much.

loves,

Unbelievable and Happy Birthday !

2010-04-10T23:02:00.003+08:00

went carefour just now.

mum want to go shopping for groceries.

walk walk walk and saw "All storybooks for RM5"

went and take a look. choose two.

i buying books ? 2012 IS near. hahaha.

Happy Birthday, Sis !

Grow up already, don't always find things to quarrel with me ==

Went carefour ate KFC for dinner.

bought cake and went home. :)

manage to survive another day not messaging you.

don't know how long can i survive more. hahaha.

miss you all day long.

loves,

noooooooo.

2010-04-09T19:53:00.002+08:00

Phone line is so suckish these days,

i cannot send out messages,

i mean i can but it takes a long time.

i'm so bored right now, so i'm listening to the same songs over and over again.

got no one to message.

She went back to Penang !

Which make my day worst :S

She can't message also, what could be worse ? :S

so bored right now, so very bored.

i can't think of anything better to do besides sleeping.

but what is she texts me and i'm asleep ?

so, i'm gonna stay up anyway. :)

wish you have a safe journey back to Penang,

miss you lots !~

loves,

2010-04-08T23:59:00.002+08:00

i miss you so very much !

i dont know why but i miss you so very much,

i have no idea why but i miss you so very much,

somehow i miss you so very much,

for some reasons i miss you so very much,

i just miss you because i miss you so very much,

today, i miss you,

tomorrow i miss you,

and in the future i'll miss you,

just miss you, you and only youu :D

although i see you everyday,

i still miss you so very much !

loves,

2010-04-07T13:36:00.003+08:00

Exams over ! For now at least.

Its not SPM yet, can't rest for long.

Today was Physics 3.

Read a bit last night so can so a bit too.

After exam was awesome :D

Skipped class, physics class.

stayed with her for the whole time :)

and my others friends.

after exams is gonna be i go to the lab and she's in class,

she goes to the lab and i'll be in class. :S

Sad case, but i'll still be seeing her everyday :D

see you today again,

miss you even more.

loves,

that was so close.

2010-04-06T16:06:00.002+08:00

My mum was right when she say i LOOK sick this morning.

So, based on the "LOOK" i never really bother about it.

As i'm feeling okay.

Went to school, Physics paper today.

Physics wasn't as hard as Chemistry yesterday tho.

Every thing was fine as usual.

Then at about 12pm plus, i started to get real sleepy.

But, never mind.

It was Tuesday btw, so gonna accompany Janice to Kasturi :)

walked to WM LRT Station, a bad decision but i get to spend longer time with you.

the weather is just so hot !

walk, walk and walk and finally reached the station.

Bought tickets and went to get the LRT.

On the way there, saw Chin Seng, Sai and Mah.

Journey to Pasar Seni was long.

When reached Pasar Seni, its was about 2.30pm already.

So, Janice's tuition class is about to start.

So, yeah, never get to eat.

Walk her until her tuition centre block, then my turn to go back.

On the way back, i have to cross roads.

And that is when i almost died, thank God i didn't.

Thank God for such good people in the world ! :)

So, i wanna cross the road.

I step out and a bus came and i never know.

I can't even her it honk.

Thank goodness, one foreigner pulled my bag,

Or i'll end up in the papers tomorrow.

It was just super close.

Then foreigner said "are you okay ?"

I said "err, thanks"

then i ran across the road.

i was wondering why i didn't hear the honk.

Then every thing went on normal all the way back to WM Station.

Went and wait for bus, no bus at all.

And the sun was blazing hot, so was lazy to walk.

About 20mins later, still no bus so i decided to walk.

Hot sun and it drizzle a while.

So, sun + rain = fever.

Or just hot sun = heat stroke.

Hope i don't get any of those.

Walking alone was boring so decided to read Physics for tomorrow.

and the most embarrassing thing happened.

I knocked on a lamp post. Thank goodness wasn't hard.

So, teacher is right when they say don't read while walking.

When i finally reached home, went and had a shower.

And lucky there is lunch left.

What a day ! :)

time really passes fast when i'm spending time with you.

even we have to walk a long journey,

it will still end in a short moment.

nice talking to you,

and wish your dad fix your phone ASAP.

missing you,

loves,

2010-04-05T13:47:00.003+08:00

Today is chemistry exam which is bad enough.

What makes it worse is that its super hard.

What makes it even worst is that i'm having a stomach ache.

Stomach ohh stomach,

What have i done to upset you ?

Haven't i fed you well ? :S

Hope to get better soon.

Tomorrow is Physics, its gonna be hell.

Good news is exam is coming to an end in 2days time.

woohooo~

finally got to see you today :)

after a day not able to message,

see-ing you today is like see-ing Jessica Alba ! xD

miss you so much.

loves,

2010-04-04T17:57:00.004+08:00

Boring, boring, so very boring !

Currently studying Chemistry.

But its so boring.

Why would i want to know how to make Sulphuric acid ?

boring, boring so very boring.

especially when i cannot message sayangg !

her phone is sick but can't go to the hospital.

Torturing :S

spend my whole day just missing her.

and studying.

hope nothing gets worst for the day :S

2010-04-04T10:36:00.004+08:00

*Yesterday's outing for Wayne and Janice was cancelled halfway.

Due to parents'.

It will be rescheduled in don't know when.*

Yesterday was a sweet but sad sad day :S

Sweet because we got to go out.

Sad is because it HAVE to end early.

Sweet because i get to see her.

Sad because of a phone call.

Sweet because i can hold her hands.

Sad because i got to send her home.

Sweet because i get to laugh with her.

Sad because i can't see her until Monday.

and lastly,

Sweet because we got to go out on a date.

Sad because it only last for an hour or so.

and the sweetest thing is :

Sweet because the moments in that hour is unforgetable.

and

Sweet because she's Janice Ch'ng that i love.

1st Implication : If there is a sad part, there are sweet moments

2nd Implication : If there are sweet moments yesterday, there is a sad part.

Conclusion : There is only A sad part but tonnes of sweet moments.

i really had fun for that hour :)

Thanks, precious.

loves.

there is always next time :)

think positively.

muahhhs

2010-04-02T15:19:00.001+08:00

precious, precious, precious.

2010-04-01T13:57:00.003+08:00

today was the best day throughout the week.

because today papers was not life-taking ! :D

i wonder why they can't set direct-to-the-point-questions.

they just have to twist the questions inside out and topsy turvy :S

i wish .....

2010-03-31T00:19:00.003+08:00

i wish you're different from every one.

mostly, wish you're were here.

not a good day :S

2010-03-30T13:44:00.002+08:00

Today, not a good day.

Firstly its because its Bio 1 and 2 day :S

Bio really are killing my brain cells.

Spoiling my brain.

Yes, i got tips but the question came out hard even with tips.

I really don't fucking know how to know most of the questions.

I said i'm tired of failing but i guess i'll just fail again this time :S

Even they ask what are the effects of acid rain, i can't even think much.

Haiihhh, bio bio.

Then second is i don't know also.

Today i cannot take people mumble too much.

This morning Pn.Jun already mumbling.

I felt iritated.

She was like saying "Baris baik baik, jangan bazir masa. Kamu semua ada exam tauu tak ?"

I was like saying, "so stfu la, just let us go back to class"

Then she scolded, "i tak nak tengok orang baca buku !"

I was like, "you just said we got exam and now you say you dont want people reading. Wtf ?"

Last was the worst ==

"Murid2, hari nii canteen tak buka so semua bawa makanan sendiri"

wanted to say "STFU LA ! its so fucking to late to said that already"

although it has nothing to do with me, but i felt iritated, annoyed :S

How stupid can teachers be sometimes ?

and again, i miss you so much.

every time me seperate.

Exams !

2010-03-28T21:24:00.004+08:00

Exams, 3 days down !

This week subjects are gonna be torturing :S

Tomorrow will be moral and i cannot memorize any nilai murni yet :S

Its no just hard to remember, its like pointless others for used in exams.

Stop exams, schools !

We have to save Earth and stop exams is one way.

Exams need to use a lot of papers.

A lot of papers which also mean many trees need to be cut down.

We need to save some trees for 2012.

We might survive World End ! :DD

and and and

Thank God tomorrow is Monday so i can see you.

cause i miss you so much ! :D

2010-03-26T23:25:00.001+08:00

Chew De Picaso !

A Picaso that dosen't draw but write !

hahaha.

Alice in KLCC Cinema !

2010-03-23T18:49:00.004+08:00

*17th March 2010*

Went and watch Alice in Wonderland today at KLCC.

and what a bad day to go. the place was packed with living humans. :S

Anyway, went and watch with Janice and the sis.

Both of them really dont look alike ! LOL.

Wanted to watch the 2.00pm show but sold out.

So, we went for the 4.20pm show. :D

Not much of a difference btw.

So, before show starts, went for a walk at the KLCC park.

It was blazing hot :S

After that, went for Starbucks and chat till around 3.50pm ++.

Then went walk around again. Went to a DVD shop.

Then went to Kinokuniya.

Books about feminism are WILD. Hahaha.

Too bad there's not book that talks about what girl want the most.

Cause i can't and never will understand girls :P

Loiter around Kinokuniya till movie starts.

The movie was not bad but kinda disgusting and funny at the same time.

After movie, we all went home :D

weee~ and arghhh !

2010-03-12T14:16:00.003+08:00

The holidays are here ! so, weeee~

there is so many things i wanna do this holidays.

Sleep is the important one !

Going out too, and sports also !

Have to throw my spare tyre away :P

But, after holidays is exam ! Arghhhh!

Why after holidays ? whyy !?

Cant they put it like 2 weeks after holidays ?

Expecting students to study during holidays which is super torturing. :S

Anyhow, i'm trying to study too btw.

So, i hope i got at least a lil improvement for this exam !

Happy holidays to all !

And study smart to all KL students !

2010-03-07T00:37:00.004+08:00

Have you met this ?

I know its ugly but its not as ugly as the one i met.

The one i met really have a retarded face. Uncompareable.

It always tries to joke as i can see how he smile.

Too bad no one really cares about it.

It too tries to act cute as i can see his reaction.

Besides that, he could barely walk straight.

Maybe its because he had an accident recently by the road.

Even a kid runs away when he see this dog.

But cannot blame the kid cause even I never bother to help it.

I still feel sad for him cause even dog pound would not accept it.

This is how sad the life of the dog i met.

Everyone even kids reject him.

Ouch!

2010-03-02T22:52:00.002+08:00

Stomach ache !

Stomach ! what have i done to you to make you ache ? TT

Must be the CNY food jamming for a week and finally starts to digest now.

Anyways, CNY is over. Sad case.

No more angpao taking TT

But ate alot ! the food just never stop coming.

Its calling me ! Cant resist ! weee~

And again, holidays is coming again. WoohooO~

But boohooo~ because after holidays is exam :S

And another, bye to Puan Sa'amah ! Happy Retiring !

And welcome the new pengetua. whoever it is ! :D

Home

2010-03-01T00:52:00.000+08:00

I'm back from Muar !

and tomorrow going to school !

crap man. please rain tomorrow morning !

Bye !

2010-02-25T21:18:00.000+08:00

Off to Muar tomorrow morning !

Be back on Sunday.

Weeeeeeee~

2010-02-10T20:21:00.000+08:00

I'm so happy today but i dont know why !

What a day !

2010-01-31T00:49:00.002+08:00

Had a great day today.

Went to Elizabeth's church today.

Having a game day or something.

Thanks for inviting Lizzie. :D

Went to Tasik Titiwangsa.

and of course i didn't went alone.

Invited Chai, Kok and Shaka too.

We four are all separated to different groups.

But, people that are friendly.

Kok is the luckiest. Crap man.

We did 10 tasks.

And the one that really drain out all my energy was the Bunny Hop thingy.

Almost black-out.

hahaha.

And, my team was the first one to complete all the task !

Cheers !

After all the teams finish the task, we had water balloon fight.

Hahaha. everyone got wet.

And then, there are few nice moments !

Cannot say anything about that. Private.

hahahaha.

After the activity finish, we went to V2.

Another nice days. Won all games.

I wish time would turn back !

What are you gonna do about it ?

2010-01-28T13:35:00.002+08:00

Hmmmm. I was thinking, after all the questions you asked me yesterday.

I answered all but what are you gonna do about it ?

Wait wait, let me correct that.

WHAT CAN YOU DO ABOUT IT ?

Don't you think its time for you to move on ?

You making enemies with most of the people for no damn reason.

Don't you think that foolish ?

You posting stuff about people in FB, why don't you say it out loud ?

Prove to me you got testicals of a man. Not a dog.

I know you will say something like "I dont have to prove to you." or something.

so just shut up if you dont wanna tell the person directly.

Why bringing up problems to people's life ?

Dude, go get a life.

Don't go and recuit members in hating somebody.

If you have a problem go settle with them in person.

Then is no point in saying bad things a bout them through internet.

Cause i'm sure the person you're talking about don't give a shit.

Instead, he feel pity for you. Lifeless, nothing to do but intruding people's life.

Nooooo!

2010-01-24T20:44:00.004+08:00

My iPod ! cannot charge ! :(

Shit. nothing to keep me awake all night long already.

Sad case !

I wonder.

2010-01-22T22:55:00.003+08:00

Another Friday is here.

I was feeling so energetic for the day.

Even though its exam day.

Was a sleepy day tho.

Came back and only.

Webcam with sayangg (not girlfriend). ahahaha.

Then went tuition.

Come back online again.

Now, i'm feeling hot.

Shitness. I wonder what happen.

Bored

2010-01-19T13:32:00.002+08:00

This is what happen when you're bored over the limit.

After a exam paper that is.

Yeah. I love youu too Beatrice ! hahahaha.

I gave Beatrice one and she gave me one.

Imagine how bored are we after English paper.

2010-01-16T23:59:00.003+08:00

I studying in midnite ! its a good choice.

Lesser distraction.

My sis is not at home just makes it better !

Exam here i come !

Phew !

2010-01-14T13:38:00.002+08:00

Another tiring school week is going to end again.

Tonnes of homework to do this week.

The latihan rumah sukan has also started.

Koko also started. and so is EXAM which is next week!

Got lots to study cause i can't remember what i learnt in Form4.

10 days of exam. SPM format. *GONECASE*

Class is boring especially during History lesson and being teach-ed by boring teacher.

History lesson = sleeping lesson !

Then, its tiring because we have been changing class almost 5 times a day.

For dont know what friggin reason.

Why the Form3 took our class. Why we are the one that have to change class.

We are the one taking exam next week, Form3 fuck off larr !

PMR dai sai meh ? Form5 SPM leh !

Never mind about that.

Weekend is tomorrow's tomorrow.

Still have to go to school ! but i will appreciate every resting seconds i have.

Its even hard to close my eyes these days. Too much to study.

CNY come faster !

2010-01-02T16:25:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow's tomorrow will be the day to go to school again.

Oh shitness, wake up early in the morning again !

First day of school already have to bring all 17 text books.

Have to return it to the school !

Old life-style is back.

Wake up, go to school, come back, eat, study then sleep.

I'm gonna do this for a whole freaking last year !

Maybe just till SPM is over.

SPM....

When i think of school, i think of studies and teachers and homeworks and SPM.

Its all LINKED together !

But still, i hope 2010 will be a great year.