Apr 16, 2011

Opps.

I nearly forgot that i actually have a blog. Hahaha. It has been a long time since i write about something. But, actually it's because i have nothing to say. I mean i have, but it isn't meant to say out in public, to readers. Advise, some stuff is really better if you keep it to yourself.

So, something that i can type about here. I'm WASTING MY LIFE AWAYYY ! How sad is that ? I'm still thinking what i have interest in, but till now, i still have no idea. I'm just gonna go with whatever my mum says i should go. I don't want to think so much already, giving me headache. Been doing nothing lately, absolutely nothing. Didn't reload my credit for my phone, so no texting. Nobody online that much anymore, so no chatting. I hate Facebook cause it shows me people and things i hate to see most of the times. Twitter is just so-so. Nothing special about it also. Damn i hate my life. Lifeless, just lifeless.

How i wish something or someone can just come into my life, change it completely. I want to do something different. Maybe suddenly i become a superhero and start saving lives. Or maybe i met a dog that talks. Or maybe i met someone that actually speaks my language, understand my jokes. Or maybe i suddenly become rich for a day. Or maybe suddenly Justin Beiber dies ! I don't know, something that will change my life to a better one. I got bored of waiting for the some one person everyday, i got bored with my lifestyle.

Things will change when i actually start studying again, things will change in November. I know i can't predict the future, but this i just now. I'm not predicting. I now DO believe that the WORST could happen. I used to be optimistic, USED TO. But now, no. Optimistic brings nothing but disappointment to my life. I should just stick to reality. I eat what i pay, I score what i study. The more i pay, the better the food will be. The more i study, the better i will score ! Life sucks doesn't it ?