Aug 15, 2013

Me.

I'm clingy, i'm overly-attached. Nothing can change that part of me. I'm sorry about that. But do you know i'm clingy is only because i don't want to lose you ? You will not leave me, but that doesn't mean other guys outside won't try to get you.

Sorry that you think i'm that kind of guy. Maybe decision you made can change things the way you expect it to be. Hope it turns out the way you want it to be.

I won't lie. I'm sad that i won't get to spend the next two days with you. But i guess now it's just two days i should use it to spend some time alone. Alone isn't my favorite but i guess every person need their alone time. To sort things out, perhaps. Mostly things about myself.

Whatever decision you make, i will respect and accept it. It might be hard for me, but if it's for you to be happy. It's all worth it. Things will work out (:

After a rainy day, there's a rainbow after it. It won't rain forever (:
Things will get better, things will work out (: Never give up even if it's an option.



I love you (:

"Happiest moment in Life are moments when we're with our love ones" (:
You're my source of Happiness, i cannot lose you. Ever (:
Thank you for everything. I love you, babe (:

Aug 12, 2013

Pre-Vacation Over ):

It was a week or so right before my finals ! But then, Life's short. Took a few days off from studying and went to Port Dickson with my babe and her family (: I had a fun and relaxing pre-vacation right before exams (: 

On that day, left for Port Dickson at about evening and had a long jam on the way there. Prolly it was because it was a day before Hari Raya and everyone was rushing back to their hometown and of course, a couple of accidents.

Reached Port Dickson at about late evening and by the time we're done unpacking, it was already dinner time and the skies are dark already. Didn't get to swim on the first day. Had a rest at the apartment a while and then we head out for some Chinese dinner (:

We had sizzling toufu, vegetables, some kind of chicken and fish ! 

And this is salted egg fried chicken wings.

Dinner was not bad, very reasonable with the price. Ohya, me and babe had a new game which is Guess The Price :P We both will make a guess of the total price for a meal and the closest one wins. Wins nothing tho, just for fun. Until today, i'm leading with 3 points :P Anyway, head back to the apartment and rest. Everyone slept early because it was very tiring for everyone ): 

Next morning, woke up kind of early to go swimming (: and surprisingly, we did got up early for swimming, me and babe and her cousin (: Babe's mum made breakfast for all of us, we ate breakfast before we went swimming. Thanks aunty (:

The swimming pool was clean and satisfying, at first. I'll show you how the pool got dirty after us. Swim for about an hour or so and we headed back because babe's big family was reaching soon.

This is how the pool looks like when we swim.

And this is how the pool looks like few hours after us. Packed and you can actually see the swimming pool turned cloudy ! We never went to the pool after that day.

And so we thought we could head back but we can't ! We're locked out ! Everyone went out without passing us the key to the apartment first. With no choice, we stroll around the area. We saw a dinosaur fish called Araipaima ! It was huge and it gave me chills down my spine, it was scary as i never see such huge fish before.

These small fishes was in the with the Arapaima. They were all like screaming "Save me, save me !"

After that, it was still early. We went for sauna ! It was my first time, i was kind of excited until i realize i am the only guy there. I have to sauna alone. That was just sad, i was just sitting in there alone, waiting for the steam to start steaming. Didn't sauna for long tho, babe didn't like it. Done with sauna, we went back up, hoping that everyone was back. True enough, everyone was back. One by one, we all had shower and lunch.

Lunch was awesome. Lunch was prepared by babe's aunty. She prepared Malay food such as rendang, curry, lamb ! Yumm yumm ~ Babe helped out with the nasi minyak with her mum. It was nice (: After lunch, we all pretty much had nothing to do. We all just day dream and i went to sleep :P

When i woke up, all of babe's family members was there. It was one of the awkwardest moments of my Life. I will never want to experience that again, oh my gosh. Came out with my sleepy face and greeted everyone i saw. Very awkward. I had nothing to do, so i just stayed there and watch TV until night falls. Every one else was busy with mahjong if i wasn't mistaken. Some of us went down for an evening walk to the beach and then the chalet area later. It was beautiful (: 

I find this picture cute and natural but babe doesn't like it ):

This is no doubt beautiful. Just You, Me and Love alone (:

This is RM1000 a night chalet ! Seems beautiful (:

Me Love, Me Babe :*


Until about night time, we went back to see the releasing of the baby turtles ! My first time also. Hehehehhe. Was pretty excited until things got crowded. But still got to see turtles and baby turtles. Baby ones were kind of cute.

The small turtles who were about to be freed to the Ocean (: Hope each of the survives.

Up close with this turtles. There were a few more, but they only brought out one.

Babe had the video of those baby turtles making their way into the Ocean. Lazy to upload video, so just have to use your own imagination okay ? Hehehehehe. At the same times, there was a proposal party there. There's this guy proposing to a girl and i guess the girl said "Yes" as the fireworks were exploding non stop ! Good for them. Heh. 

After that, went back up and had dinner. Babe was busy with mahjong with her family after that. I was playing with kid and communicating around and not forgetting, eating :P Well, there isn't much i can do but i had fun with the kid. Was playing iPad with the kid for the whole night. Everyone retired kinda early too that night, about midnight, everyone got ready for bed already.

Next day, woke up kind of early too because planned to go for a short trip to Malacca in the noon. Babe's mum prepared "Buffet" breakfast for everyone. Heheehehehe ! Hotdogs, pancakes, coffee, half boiled eggs. So much food that everyone almost can't finish it. Thanks aunty (: and babe too, for making the pancakes ! 

Morning view (:

After breakfast, everyone took turns to shower and once everyone was ready, we head off for Malacca (: It was kind of a long journey because uncles used the old way and not the high way. Went through kampung area where almost every house have rambutan trees ! Then we also passed by a fishing village with quite a nice view of the sea and beach (: 


We reached town area an hour later and everyone suddenly realized that it was the wrong day to go Jonker Street ! It was filled with foreigners and tourist. Most of everyone was having a pretty hard time, maybe it was because of the sun and the heat ): but anyway, we found lunch and had chicken rice balls for lunch at an overrated restaurant.

(No picture of the food now, will post it up when i have it)

After lunch, went walked around Jonker Street and was looking for the famous durian puff. On the way there, babe's uncle bought us all cendol in a cup for our walk under the hot sun. Didn't really walked for long also. Once we got the durian puff, we walked around for a while more and then everyone decided to head back already. It was too crowded to walk anyway. We head back to Port Dickson after that.

Babe's uncle and aunts and few cousins left that night. Went back and had a few rounds of mahjong and then they left. After they left, we continued mahjong for a while more then everyone was tired and decided to head to bed. 

The next morning which is also the last day of my pre-vacation, had to wake up early also because have to bring the kid to the swimming pool. Didn't really want to, but i got nothing better to do anyway. Aunty prepared breakfast again. Thanks aunty (: After breakfast, i brought the kid down for swim also. Until it was about noon and the sun way high up, we went back. I showered and start packing, make sure i don't leave anything back. 

The last day is usually the sad part ): Started packing and the slowly load the things we brought up to the cars again. Once every thing was completely loaded, journey back to KL has begin ): Once reached KL, i took an LRT back to my place (:

This ring, babe found out it was gone somewhere in the Port Dickson apartment. Searched every where and the ring was no where to be found. I was sad, babe was sad. But once reached home, when babe's mum was unpacking, this awesome ring miraculously reappeared ! Hehehehehhe ! Well, miracles perhaps (:


I really had a great time with you and your family, babe. I have to admit that there a certain things didn't turned up the way i expected but either way, i still enjoyed myself (: As long as i'm with you, i pretty satisfied with every situation (: I love you, babe (: 

Aug 5, 2013

Thoughts.

Had a real hard thought about what you've said.

You're right.