OMG!

2 weeks left ! 2 freaking weeks left ! 2 weeks to study 9 subjects ! Is it enough ? Noo, of course its not and I'm still going out and play and all. Although i did study, but its not enough. That i know but i still go and have fun instead. Oh my crap ! I can't set my self to study. Its time to die !

Happy Birthday To Me !

Happy Birthday to me ! Belated actually. My clock says now is 12.00am already :) another year of my life had pass, and i'm 17 already ! I have been living in the world for 17 years already ! Having friends beside you on your Birthday is almost the best thing and i got my Best presents from God, which is my Awesome friends and youu ! Thank God :) but i still haven't get my present from youu ! :P Joking :)

Birthday this year was boring. Maybe we all grow up. Hahaha. The only fun time is school time. But, i still wish i can celebrate with youu yesterday :( but well, time is not on our side. Soo, well, 17 years old, which means, old one year, mature another year. That's what my mum says to me EVERY birthday ! hahahaha.

GA-RA-DU-A-TE-D !

GA-RA-DU-A-TE-D !

Graduated !

Graduated today ! The feeling was some how awesome. It's like, Finally im leaving school for Good after 11 years studying in it ! :D hahahah. Bad part is im sure that i'm gonna miss all and i mean ALL of my friends. Wish you all the best in SPM and in whatever you guys are planning to do after SPM ! God Bless :)

wow.

Its already our 7th Month, darling :) see how fast time flies, no giving chance of slowing down at all. During hard times or good times, time still flies. Even though times in the past two months or so are not so great, i still am glad i have youu as my girl :) Happy 7th Month again !

Besides that, 2010 is passing like so very fast ! I'm already gonna graduate tomorrow, tomorrow ! Wear the blue robe for sure, and the square hat i hope. Have to dress in GAY formal suit and with tie on and leather shoe ! Another year just passing by like that, gonna be 17 in another few days ! I feel old, but its the cycle of life. I'm crapping now ! :D hahahaha. It's just too boring.

Over ! but.

Trials are just over ! but its nothing to be happy about, because the end of Trials only brings SPM closer, the real thing. Hmmm, if im not mistaken, its only 36 days from now then its SPM. I, somehow, am kinda exited about it but definitely not ready for it. Gotta start my last minute revision starting from next week, its a swear ! Gonna text less, but now also text less already, never mind that. Work smart ! Things might get boring, but life still goes on. So, yeahh, after today i will not disturb my Second Wife anymore, my stuff stays with me. Happy times, memories stays. Others, forgetting will be best.

Soo, now. SPM for me will be just for nine days ! but nine days is suffering enough already. The best thing is one day on subject ! Hope they don't change the timetable ! I want to study on a subject, and totally forget about it after the exam ! My brain is not that big to store too much studies in it. As usual, BM will be first, followed by BI then Maths then Sejarah, my guess.

Heaven and Hell is in within a month ! Nothing is impossible, soo, getting A in AddMaths is not impossible too ! Hard-to-handle-addmaths, im gonna fuse in with you ! Hahahaha. and also other subjects !

Singing off !

What the hell.

Another shitty weekend -.- everything seems so right and fine at first, then things went wrong again, as usual. Me and my Patience, got to learn to control it. It has been going over limit lots of time in the month of September. Control, Overcome ! If only it is as easy as said, it would be awesome. Didn't mean to worry youu, honestly.

Trials ! and i'm no giving a shit about it, i think. I studied but in exam i can't really do properly. Screw up another important school exam :S its Bio paper in like 6 or 7 hours from now and im still here, in front of the computer with the Bio book open in front of me too. How hopeless, feel like giving up like for real ! If only things turned up right all the time, life would be easier not just for me but everyone too ! Why challenges ? Why obstacles ? Why SPM ? which totally ruin my life for the past 3 months. My time with youu !

Should get on with my Bio studies now, nothing much i can do to change anything, Time especially. What the crap ! -.- Hard times these months.

nothing much i can say,

i love youu still.

loves,

These days.

Times these days are really just sick, tough, bad, bored or whatever else and its during two weeks of holidays. Its already Friday now, 1.22am, and most school had reopen. Specially, my school reopens on 20th, Monday. Once school starts on Monday, it also means its a week before Trials, 7 weeks or so before SPM and the worst part is i can't get myself to study. I can't say there's no time because there is time, its just that i'm slacking. I'm being reminded a lot that, "Trials results can use to apply collage" and "SPM leads you to your future". Don't you guys think i know that ? It just annoys me sometimes and makes me even don't want to study, somehow. I don't know what to do. I'm just being so lifeless in this two weeks, only study time is during tuition time which i know it isn't and won't be enough for SPM or Trials.

Another thing is, i've got lots to say. My hates and likes, but i'm afraid you'll purposely change when i tell you those. Even if you say you won't, i know you will and i don't want that to happen. I love you just the way you are. My hates are tiny stuff which people don't really notice about it unless i tell them. You got your reason when you done some of my dislikes and i understand, really i do. Just that sometimes, i really feel like telling it out although i don't mind whatever you had done, even if its my hates or dislike. But, then i think again, what will you do if i told you those ? Especially these days, days are hard for you already and i don't want to make it worse. I hope you get what i mean. If you do, don't ask me about my likes and hates. If you don't, still don't ask. Because, i will not know how to answer you. So, just read and forget about it.

I LOVE YOUU JUST THE WAY YOUU ARE :)

Truly, Really, Sincerely, No lies,

ILOVEYOUU JUST THE WAY YOUU ARE !

i really hope youu just read and forget about it,

what matters the most,

is that iloveyouu infinity much,

loves,

September !

Its September already ?! Gosh.

Another 2 months till major exam, SPM !

and still im not setting my mind to study !

I hate September anyway,

1) Trials in this month.

2) SPM getting closer

3) Lots of shits happened -.-

Trials is like a week after the holidays,

and i just read Bio and 8 subjects to go.

Every time i thought of 8 subject to go,

I go lazy to even take a book -.-

Signs of a failure ? HAHAHAHA.

God knows :S

I'm hoping for a miracle to happen,

All of sudden i LOVE studying.

That will help alot ! :D HAHAHAHA.

SPM, like i said just now.

2 more months to study,

Form4 and Form5 ! Time is running out, Wayne Chew !

GET TO WORK ! i mean, STUDY ! HAHAHAHA.

self determination :P

and Shits, yeahh. Lots of them happen.

but i don't wanna talk about it.

Trying to leave unimportant things behind :)

Alright, its the holidays and i want to go out with you ! :( all i need is just a day in two weeks, a day in 14 days ! God, please help us ! Just a day cause i can't stand another day not seeing her. I don't even need a whole day, just half a day is also good enough ! Pleasee. I PRAY, HOPE AND WISH !

loves,

i know its hard,

I know its hard times these days,

but i don't want to see youu get bad results,

It makes me think that I'm the one that's pulling down your grade.

Youu can tell me its not, but still i feel that way.

Youu know, everyday and im used to text with youu.

A day receiving less than 10 texts sucks, youu know.

I know youu're always busy and have to study,

And no time or can't text sometimes,

I know, and i don't mind :)

cause i KNOW all of this will end in another 100 days or less,

Will youu tell me all this will end after SPM ? :)

I LOVE YOUU OHH SO MUCH, STILL !

i love youu,

as much as ever,

for now and then.

Awesome.

Ahhh ~

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, wish right now

I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Every way and when they set me free
Just put your hands on me

And Oh

I'll hold your hand when we drive
And we'll lose track of all the time
And we'll tell everyone that we ain't never felt so alive

In my head, I see you all over me.
In my head, you fulfill my fantasy.

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

If I could find you now things would get better
We could leave this town and run forever
Let your waves crash down on me
And take me away

'Cause when I look you're, you're never there
But when I sleep you're, you're everywhere
You're everywhere

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams

I love you is what matter the most :)

times these days are bad,

but even so,

i still love youu.

loves,

Friday Night, Saturday Morning !

It's the Friday again and already,

Soo, today got some future studies talk for Morale students,

Taylor's College, looks cool.

After that home then tuition,

Learning about how girls get pregnant ! LOL.

and how the nurses measure the cervix or something when want to deliver the baby.

Urghh, delivering baby is hard work,

Thank goodness im not a girl :P

Hahahah.

Come home, dinner, texting and online till now

Dinner, another normal dinner.

Texting, texting the same old people.

Online, Dota again. Hahahha.

And youu can't online, modem problem :S

My luck i suppose :(

And again youu fell asleep i suppose :)

Soo, Goodnight, sweet dreams !

Saturday Morning, football or maybe for a movie :)

Maybe watching alone, maybe watching with the guys.

It depends. So, yeah. Another lifeless weekend ! Weeee ~ :S

Just until SPM's over i guess.

LIFELESS FTW !

i love youu darling,

from the bottom of my heart,

loves,

I'm sorry :(

What's happening these days ?

Everything seems to be so different, weird.

I don't actually know whats happening.

I get all pissed over small stuffs, problems.

and exam marks, its bad, horrible.

I loose my patience easily these days,

I can't wait things for long, replies, transport, game.

It's like a NO WAITING life.

Just like yesterday i got pissed at youu :$

It's almost a whole day without youu,

and then when youu came home and youu were sleepy and all.

and DiGi line problem also.

Maybe i overly missed youu or im just boring.

But i don't blame youu in fact, i'm sorry for getting pissed at youu :S

Youu went for Seminar for SPM,

then previous night youu slept late and youu woke up early yesterday,

it's logic that youu're sleepy after the Seminar :)

then youu can't text when your parents is around.

and during Seminar cause youu need to focus.

I understand, i'll try to be more understanding :$

So, yeah. I'm sorry for me being pissed at youu last night.

I was not reasonable :S

I wasn't thinking properly :$

Hope youu'll forgive me.

I LOVE YOUU, MY DARLING

♥

really hope youu'll forgive me,

i was dumb :S

loves,

♥

the smile on your face, the truth in your eyes ♥

Boring !

Boring Day One !

Boring Day One !

Boring Day One !

Boring Day One !

Boring Day One !

Boring Day One !

Boring Day One !

Boring Day One !

Boring Day One !

Boring Day One !

It seems.

Everything seems to be such a rush these days :S

I just wish stuff would just slow down.

Times with youu is never enough :S

loves,

Study, Babehh !

Study mood is here baby, at the same time love mood never leaves :)

Exams are tomorrow and i'm studying my ass off !

Burning the midnight candle and hopefully it pays off sweetly !

At least improvements pleasee, pretty Lord :)

Tomorrow is History, Modern Maths and Malay.

History halfway there, M.Maths halfway there too.

Malay, no where near it.

Am just too lazy to study Malay lahh :S

I just want improvements ! nothing much :)

my days with youu are always the best,

wish more days with youu to come.

i love youu, darling.

loves,

♥

Thank youu !

Firstly, i want to thank God for granting my wish for today.

Really appreciate it lots !

Had a date with my Darling :)

went and watch Sorcerer's Apprentice.

Awesome and funny show, must watch, people !

Everything was fine from the time my date started till it ended :)

Really thank God for that :)

Although our date wasn't long,

but i still am happy we had a date, a complete one :)

just two of us :)

More of days like this to come.

i miss youu the moment we separate :(

i love youu,

loves,

♥

I wish,

Dear Lord,

I wish for everything to be right tomorrow,

No bad happenings pleaseee :)

Pretty pleaseee, good Lord !

Sincerely,

Wayne Chew

Waiting,

I grew tired of waiting,

I want it whenever i want it,

I want it wherever i want it !

FUCK, waiting !

I sure do hope everything goes on fine with us,

I know i don't believe in forever,

But i do believe in long lasting.

I want our relationship to be long lasting and meaningful.

It has been a long time since i felt LOVE like this.

If youu got anything problem, just spit it out.

We will try settle it together,

Arguments, give it to me.

We will try to settle it together.

Importantly, everything will be fine

Everything IS and WILL BE fine.

Youu don't think and i don't.

Problem solve ;)

and i don't believe God is cruel,

its just the time is not right yet.

The time will come, the day will come

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

All we have to do is just wait for it.

I LOVE YOUU, JANICE CH'NG YING ZENG !

♥

and this is not a joke !

loves,

Its boring,

Goddamnit ! What a boring night and day -.-

I totally have no idea what to do when you're not online :S

i dont know what i should do,

i feel sleepy but it feels like there is something to do.

i just dont know what :S

Hope things get better as time pass.

Goodnight world,

Goodnite to youu,

Goodnight to me.

loves,

It looks like its been a long time since i last update my blog,

i can't remember when i actually go to blogspot.com also.

Well, what has been happening for these few months.

There are ups and downs, fun and boring, sad and happy, frust and worry days.

But this is the life right ? We just have to live with it.

Lets start with ups and downs,

MONEY !

I've been spending a lot but i don't know on what.

My piggy bank CAN'T be full !

It always reaches to RM100 and somehow next week,

its got back to RM70 or less.

What in the world i have been spending on, hmmmmmm.

Then then then, fun and boring.

There are weekends that are fun,

When we went to friend's house and had fun.

When i can message you for the whole day.

There are weekends that are boring too.

Its when i want to go out, but i know i don't have the cash.

It sucks, then i got no choice but to rot at home.

and and and,

you've been busy with your work, Mag Inc.

but i can't blame you. Its school work right ? :)

So, i'll just wait till you're done with it :)

Happy and sad, hmmmm.

Happy its of course when i get to hang out with friends,

even tho its just a drink at NZ,

i still am happy being with friends.

but nothing compares with going out with you.

Looking forward for the day, whenever that is.

Sad, ermmm. sad sad sad sad.

Sad is when OMG you suddenly went offline when everything is fun.

Your mum went off the modem :(

sometimes, a little pissed too. Just sometimes.

When pissed, it would be just off the comp and off to sleep -.-

Then, frust and worry.

Lets see, frust !

Ohyaa, school teachers are mad. She just loaded us with five essays.

Finish it all in 2 weeks, and am so lazy.

Even during Dota i get frust, sometimes.

Your team mates aren't doing a shit thing and you're doing all the thing.

and when you die, they'll scold you -.-

Worry, worry, worry, worry.

nahh, its best not to say :)

Well, that all that have been happening in these few months.

4 more months to SPM.

Good luck to myself and all SPM takers, 2010 !

i miss youu,

i love youu,

i miss youu,

i love youu.

loves,

♥

POTF - War & Illusion and Dream.

Although we have down-ness times this month,
everything still goes back in order.
and still,


Happy 3rd Month Together !

Back !

Im back from Genting ! :D

it was so so boring, 3 days without Internet.

But there's 2 things good about Genting.

1) The cold air there
2) Dazzle Performance :D

Videos and pictures wasn't allowed to take during the performance.

But i took pictures of the stage before the performance starts.

Then, WORLD CUP 2010 !

been staying up late for World Cup matches :P

and am feeling so tired :S

came home yesterday early in the morning -.-

and i dont know what's the rush.

*Yesterday night*

Finally, i can online again ! :D

and the best thing is,

i get to see youuuuuu.

everything was alright :)

till boring starts :S

don't wanna talk about it.

although youu said its nothing,

its something to me.

Sorry.

Last Night - Germany (4) vs Aussie (0)

BBQ !

BBQ last night at CML's was awesome :D

Too much food actually, don't know which to eat.

We had trouble starting the fire at first,

but everything turn up right in the end :D

It was a laughing day too, awesome friends.

A bunch of jokers. :D

I had my own sweet time tooo. It was the best :)

How i wish time freezes at that time,

then we won't have to separate,

which is always the saddest part when we go out :(

Every time when we separate my heart turns grey,

And i wanna turn back time to be with youu again ! :)

damn i miss yesterday,

but but but,

i miss youu the most,

i miss the moment we have,

it was oh so sweet,

loves,

♥

Poets Of The Fall ! ♥

Poets Of The Fall rocks !

POTF FTW ! :D

♥

♥

♥

♥

♥

♥

♥

♥

♥

♥

Boring.

Boring, Boring, so Boring.

Is there something to do to keep boring away from me ?

Watching movie, yeah great idea.

But what movie to watch ?

Online ! yeah.

But what to do when online ?

hmmmmm,

Dota, yeah !

but, who to play with ?

Ahhh, i know. Message my girlfriend !

but her dad will scold her for messaging.

Got it ! Sleeping ! yeahh !

but i will get scolding if i sleep for long.

Nothing to do, its so so so boring.

Where is my childhood mood ? :S

you're back in hometown,

and i miss youu so much.

Have a safe journey home.

loves,

Happy 2nd Month together !

Happy 2nd Happy Month together !

Selamat 2 bulan gembira bersama-sama !

hahaha.

see how fast time flies when i'm with youu,

its already our second month togetehr :)

and these two months, i am happy !

another month together,

and more months to come,

i'm sure of it :)

missing you so much,

loves, lots.

♥

Chilled.

Things seems to be getting better,

for now that is, for now.

so happy you got your phone back,

miss youu so much,

loves,

FUCK !

What in the fucking world is wrong with my luck ?

Does it have to be so fucking bad till everything goes fucking wrong ?

What the fuck did i do ? I never kill, steal or other shit.

WHAT THE FUCK MANN ?!

Luck, why the hell are you messing with my love life ?

First was her phone spoil, so can't message but at least can call.

After she get another phone, i run out of credit for about a week.

and now,

i just fucking top-up like on Sunday, and i only get to message her till yesterday !

then her dad took away her phone from her.

FUCK IT LAHH, FUCK MY LUCK !

nothing goes perfect man, NOTHING !

What's next ? she have to change school ? FUCK !

now i'm gonna miss your even more,

its not your fault, its just my luck.

i still love youu,

missing you so much,

loves,

♥

Today went for a movie with the guys.

the movie was awesome,

everyone got scared of their asses.

hahaha, after then went cc.

normal guys routine.

yeah, i had fun today with the guys,

but my day would be perfect if its you i went out with.

missing you so much,

loves,

♥

So Many Times,

There are so many freaking times,

when i feel like throwing my phone on the floor or away,

when i can only read your messages and not reply them.

if only my parents' gave me more pocket money,

then i can reload by then already.

just reading your message and not replying them is really a pain.

but but but,

it will be just till Monday then i'll top up.

hope nothing goes wrong after that.

no phone spoil or no credit again.

its almost had been a month we did not msg :S

no matter how much i see youu,

i still miss you so much.

absence makes the heart grow fonder they said,

to me absence makes me miss you more,

loves,

♥

Awesome Song. hahaha

Boring Saturday

School is so boring today,

Especially when sayangg never go :(

First thing was basketball, then PBSM, then Pengguna.

all was boring, super boring.

During club meeting time, its was PSP Tekken Mania.

Hahaha, the game is awesome.

Colour of the day : BLACK.

See Jaya up there, he's so cute !

HAHAHA.

missing you ohh so very muchh !

how could i spend a day NOT missing you ?

its an impossible !

ahhhhh!

loves,

♥

Finally Am Done !

Finally i'm done with the 1000-words-above essay.

i'm just doing this for the koko marks,

so i don't have to go school on Saturdays.

Thanks to everyone who helped me with the points for this essay.

Thanks you, Google !

appreciate it lots, loads and tonnes.

it has only been hours,

but it felt like ages,

since i last seen youu.

and dammit i miss you so friggin much,

if only i can control time,

if and only if :(

missing you oh so very much,

loves,

Labour Day is Awesome Day ! ♥

Labour Day is awesome day this year ♥

Today, went and watch two movies.

Went and watch with precious and the couz and the sis.

But, still the whole day is like there's only you and me.

Firstly, went and watch Date Night.

It was funny,

"You guys just took our reservation ? What kind of people are you ?" said Taste and his girl.

"Shut your vagina !" said Taste.

After that, we catch another movie. Iron Man 2 !

It was awesome

Iron Man just gotten stronger :D

The technology they show was awesome.

Then, after movies she got to go home already.

Its was around 5pm that time,

Although i wished we can spend longer time together,

But i know there is always a next time.

Sweet memories cannot be rushed.

time dosen't show mercy at all :(

it does flies at full speed when i'm with you,

how i wish i'm capable in controlling time,

so we never have to seperate,

moments today were sweet,

and it will stay sweet,

it has been "sealed" :D

although i see you everyday,

i still miss you alot,

especially when in such condition now,

we cannot message.

wish our next outing comes soon,

looking forward to it.

missing you oh so very much,

loves,

♥