Times these days are really just sick, tough, bad, bored or whatever else and its during two weeks of holidays. Its already Friday now, 1.22am, and most school had reopen. Specially, my school reopens on 20th, Monday. Once school starts on Monday, it also means its a week before Trials, 7 weeks or so before SPM and the worst part is i can't get myself to study. I can't say there's no time because there is time, its just that i'm slacking. I'm being reminded a lot that, "Trials results can use to apply collage" and "SPM leads you to your future". Don't you guys think i know that ? It just annoys me sometimes and makes me even don't want to study, somehow. I don't know what to do. I'm just being so lifeless in this two weeks, only study time is during tuition time which i know it isn't and won't be enough for SPM or Trials.
Another thing is, i've got lots to say. My hates and likes, but i'm afraid you'll purposely change when i tell you those. Even if you say you won't, i know you will and i don't want that to happen. I love you just the way you are. My hates are tiny stuff which people don't really notice about it unless i tell them. You got your reason when you done some of my dislikes and i understand, really i do. Just that sometimes, i really feel like telling it out although i don't mind whatever you had done, even if its my hates or dislike. But, then i think again, what will you do if i told you those ? Especially these days, days are hard for you already and i don't want to make it worse. I hope you get what i mean. If you do, don't ask me about my likes and hates. If you don't, still don't ask. Because, i will not know how to answer you. So, just read and forget about it.
I LOVE YOUU JUST THE WAY YOUU ARE :)
Truly, Really, Sincerely, No lies,
ILOVEYOUU JUST THE WAY YOUU ARE !
i really hope youu just read and forget about it,
what matters the most,
is that iloveyouu infinity much,
loves,
