DANGER ! 2010 !

Its just a pointless picture. HAHHA.

Anyway, its New Year's Eve already.

Its was Christmas last week and now New Year's Eve ?

Man, time passes by fast. Tomorrow i'll be Form 5.

Which is not a good news tho.

So, 2009, it has been a fun year.

Meet many new friends and been to many places and houses.

Overnighting as CC and all. Fun stuffs.

But money also spending like pouring water.

So, my wallet has been vomiting blood for a few times.

HAHAHA. But who can think so much when you're having fun ?

There was someday in 2009 has been heartbreaking.

There was some day in 2009 has been stressing.

There was some day in 2009 has been moody.

Tonnes of stuff.

2010 comes when the clock struck 12am later !

There is still few more hours. Finish stuff that you have left out.

Time passes and it would not come back !

Two Things i miss very much now ....

I miss two things right now.

Firstly is Subway !

And second is,

The villa during my stay at A Famosa !

and somebody too ! No pictures tho. ;)

Another night.

Another wonderful night.

Jason Mraz's songs is playing and i'm chatting with my best brah.

Anyway, we talked about alot of stuff today.

From talking about old NickToons Cartoons to old childhood stories.

Hahaha. Those were the days when we're young and daring.

Dont know nothing about love and fun is the first priority.

We done many bad things but fun things together.

We go through shits together.

12 years of best dudes people. I cannot even couple for that long.

12 years of best dudes is a miracle. God's will huh ?

But, he is the best dude ever come around.

1 in a million, rare, super rare, in extinct. hahhaha.

We been though UPSR, PMR together and SPM soon.

Things to-do after SPM with my bro :

1) Have beers if we survive through SPM

2) Get a car.

3) Jazz bar. :)

4) First priority is FUN again !

So now, got to save up cash till the day comes.

Cut down on foods and cyber cafe.

No pain no gain huh ? hahahah.

Getting a girl will be the last thing we'll do. At least until we had out fun.

After SPM, cant wait for it to end. I dont mind taking it tomorrow.

Its better in fact. Just take SPM then no need monthly test any more.

Now, all i can think off is the fun after SPM. Wondering how will i react on the last day.

Anyway, its the last year of goverment school.

After next year, no more uniform.

No more forced to cut hair short.

No more canes.

No more heavy bags.

No more finger nails checking.

PARADISE !

Today went to tuition. -physics-

So boring. Boring boring and boring.

Anyways, i went and cut my hair today.

I dont know why my parents want me to cut it today.

Its not that long. To me.

Now its so short. Haih.

Tomorrow will be another boring day. Lifeless.

I really dont know what can i do besides playing computer and studying.

Haih. I want time to go back to the fun times.

Why must time flies when we're having fun.

Why dont time crawls when we're having fun !

Where ?

"Where'd you go ? I miss you so, its like its been forever

That you are gone"

Hahaha. usually i'll say this to a girl but not this time.

This time i saying to my Christmas spirit.

Where did you go !

One-Day-Date Date.

Had a one-day-date Date today.

Firstly, went to school and check which class i'll be going next year.

Then, we waited for the PMR results to be announced.

47 student got straight A's.

A few friends of mine were in the 47. :)

After that, we took a cab to LRT station.

Then went to KLCC. When we reached KLCC, we were early.

And tickets are already bought.

So, we went a get Subway for cinema later.

Then its still early, so we walk around the KLCC Park.

Walk walk walk till about 1.16pm.

Movie starts at 1.20pm but we still took our time walking to the cinema.

No rush.

We watch Alvin and the Chipmunks 2. Its funny.

After movie we went home. :)

What a date.

Off!

Off to tuition in about 2hours.

Be home at around 5.30pm.

Hope i can do better in my studies for next year !

Happy Brithday, Eu Jin !

Hey Lil Midg, Happy Birthday !

Sweet 16.

We celebrated his birthday at Feeling Cafe yesterday.

Its a surprise celebration by the way.

He was so surprised when we all jumped out and sing happy birthday to him. HAHA.

We makan makan, then pool then Carlsberg.

Pity that birthday boy. He way dead and gone "drunk"

He lost his mind. HAHAHA.

Results !

Woke up in the morning yesterday and my RESULTS is at the post box alrready.

And my results sucks ! Went to Chai's house. Overnite and cc again.

What an EXPERIENCE !

Went to Chai's house and overnite.

With kok and shaka.

On the first day, we went v2 cc until evening then we had dinner.

After dinner we went back to Chai's house to rest and ps2

At about 2am, we planned to go v2.

So, we walked there. WALK ! If was fun.

We were surprise when we see v2 was packed and BRJ too.

We play at v2 till about 5am then we went mamak for breakfast.

Night players are much more pro-er.

After breakfast, we went back to v2 and continue to play till the next day at 9am.

After 6hours of playing, we walk back to Chai's house like zombies.

We never had lunch. We reach Chai's house at about 11 plus.

Then when we reach Chai's house, we watch movie. I selpt for the whole Disc 1.

We all slept for 6hours when everyone decided to sleep.

When we wake up, we continue with Disc 2.

Then we had Subway for dinner thanks to Chai's aunty.

After that, we plan to go v2 again. MADNESS.

We went out at about 10pm and took a cab there.

We went to v2 and played for 6hours straight.

We planned to go back to Chai's house at about 4am.

When we went back, we were locked outside.

Everyone panic. But we planed to go to cc again later. ==

We went to mamak for 2hours cause need to wait for Chai's aunty to go to work.

On the way to mamak, me and shaka did crazy stuff.

We carry Chai on our shoulders. Chai also die by falling down. HAHAHAH.

Anyways, Chai's aunty was not suppose know that we went out that night.

When we went back to Chai's house, Chai grab money then we go cc again.

We played till about 12pm then we went home.

Back to all of our own home.

It was hell lots of fun and great R-Tard experience. HAHAHAHA.

Imagine, walking from Wangsa Perkasa all the way to Desa Setapak.

Just for the sake of DotA at v2.

Back !

Back from A Famosa today.

Its was fun. We laugh, play and had fun.

But, time flies when you're having fun. That sucks.

Now, i will be staying at home doing nothing most of the days !

Kill me !

Chao !

Off the A Famosa today !

Will be back on Wed.

See you guys soon !

BYEBYE!

Off to party today !

and

Off to A Famosa tomorrow !

November !

November is here. First and foremost,

Happy Birthday to my mum and elder sis !

Hope all of your wishes come true. :)

Exams are almost over.

Actually, it is over is the school never plan Hari Koko in the mid of exams.

Stupid school. Btw, just three most papers then its over. Objective.

So, dont really care.

After exam then A Famosa, here i come !

Going with friends and staying in a villa with pool ! Sounds fun.

Gonna experience many stupid things. HAHAHA.

Cannot wait that day to come. Weeee~

back ONLINE !

Finally, i can online again.

The pc is fixed and it cost about RM700++.

Monitor haven't buy yet. Still using the tv-like monitor.

Still, i'm glad i can online again ~!

Hmmmmm.....

Had a wonderful week last week because its Mooncake Festival.

on the 1st, celebrated Mooncake Fes with family. Have to do it early.

Then on Saturday, went to Chai's house to play then sleepover at Gary's.

The next day, had another open house. Really had fun.

Best week.

Finally!

Finally! Bought a new modem !

I can online again ! Weeeeee~

Fun!

Yesterday which means on 23rd of September, my friends and i had alot of fun.

In the morning, we went to watch a movie. "Where Got Ghost ?"

The movie have three stories. Each story brings different moral value.

The movie was funny and kinda scary. Its goes like :

Every year on the Lunar 7th month is the Hungry Ghost Festival and Singaporeans with Chinese heritage and background will be celebrating with their beloved family members that have passed away. Most common methods are burning paper money and offering food for their deceased family members. “Where Got Ghost” is a typical Singaporean horror-comedy movie that is divided into three stories:

Roadside Got Ghost

Three swindlers are trying to con other people over the phone that they can give winning lottery numbers and expect some commission from the winner in the end. Anybody who does not follow the rules will be scared into submission. One of the swindlers becomes the victim himself; he buys the number and become the winner but later a ghost starts to haunt him…

Forest Got Ghost

Two national service trainees spotted a rather spooky place with tombstones, red dress spirit and other strange sightings. It then follows with a heavy rain. The trainees have no choice but to seek shelter at a girl’s house, not knowing the girl is a ghost…

House Got Ghost

Every Lunar 7th month is Hungry Ghost Festival, strange and spooky sightings are not abnormal, even at own home. And one family must discover the reason why the deceased is making a trip to their own home as ghost…

"Laugh till scare, scare till laugh"

After that, we went back to Section2 and went to V2.

We played for about 3 hours then we went to have our lunch.

After lunch, we went back to V2 for another 3 fun hours.

So stress playing the game. HAHAHAHA.

After that, we went to Feeling Cafe for pool.

It was fun as i was winning all the time. xD

Chai, Shaka, Zw, and Ivan was not bad too.

Then, there is a guy from Aus came and play with us.

Me and Ivan lost to him by alot of balls.

Me and Chai almost win him. He is good.

Then, the boss of Feeling Cafe came and started teaching us with the Aus guy.

Then, the Aus guy challenged the boss to a game.

The boss was good. In the first game, he won fair and square.

In the second game he almost lost.

The Aus guy just left the black 8 ball.

He shoot and the 8 ball went in but followed by the cue ball.

So, in the end, the boss won.

After that, we walked back to Chai's house.

But first we went for mamak as our dinner.

Eat and chat then walk back to Chai's house.

When we reached, we all took turns to shower.

After shower, we chat and gamble abit. Everyone was boring.

Then, we went watch movie but Shaka and Chai went DotA again. =.=

Watch movie and DotA till about 5am, then we all went in room.

Ivan, Gary and Zw were in different room. The slept early.

Me, Shaka and Chai was having fun. We chat and joked.

Then about 530am, we play cards. NOT GAMBLING.

Play and play and play till about 7am, then boring already.

So, we just lay down on bed and chat then disturbing each other.

At first, Shaka and Chai was planning to DotA after Chai's aunt went out at 730am.

But, we all slept at 730am. =.= too tired i guess.

Woke up i saw they all DotA already but Shaka was still sleeping.

Then at about 11am, Chai's mum and dad came home with breakfast for us.

The egg tart and 'siew pao' was nice! Love it.

After breakfast, Shaka woke up. Then he had his breakfast and DotA again. =.=

Play till Chai's parents came home with lunch then off already.

Then we ate and plan what to do next.

I plan to go cc again as Ivan and Zw have to go back early.

In the end, we went cc. TBun this time. Much cheaper.

Play till about 530pm, then we went home.

Its was a great holiday!

-last week's today was fun-

=.=

Whatever i study cant get into my mind. I wander why ?

Is it because of i'm thinking of YOU too much ?

Is it because i keep thinking of enjoying ?

I'm not sure but whatever i'm reading cant get into my mind.

My Physics, i cant even complete Chapter 2.

Others i havent test yet but i'm hoping at least i know how to do.

SPM is not long to go. Few more months then its my turn.

Back~

Back from Genting Highlands today.

Its was so tiring but fun.

Craps and jokes for the whole day.

Gambling at night. HAHAHAHAHA.

weeeee~

Going Genting tomorrow.

Hope to have tons of fun !

Let the HOLIDAYS begin !

Dinner!

Today, walked to Desa to have dinner with my parents.

My parents and I walked there together.

Reach there at about 7pm. Walked in Baker's Cottage cause my mum want to look at mooncakes.

Then reach WM Restaurant and while looking for place, saw Eva.

Eat, eat and eat. After that went to wait for bus then go home. =)

Went to T.G.I Friday's today at Wangsa Walk for lunch.

It was so good. But the price is kinda expensive.

Had wreslting at Alex's house. Tiring.

Still, TGI Friday's is the best !

PUSSY GOES WILD !

There's a cat NOT near my house. I saw it in a house with a dog.

The dog keep barking at the cat or shall i say pussy.

Maybe it got mad or something, the pussy just attacked the dog.

And the dog helplessly lied down as he was tied. HAHAHAHA.

Man, even Pussy goes Wild !

Last Day and MERRRRRDDEEEEKKAAA!

Its the second last day of holiday already !?!?!?!?

Dammnn. Time pass when you're enjoying.

But, i want to enjoy moree. MOREE !

I want to sleep. I dont know why i just feel so so so friggin lazy. LAZYYY!

I'm lazy to get off my bed. I'm lazy to reply messages. I'm even lazy to post this post !

School, guess i'll be seeing you again on Tuesday. Gawd, damn the school.

Its few weeks before holidays we planned for a BBQ.

And it seem it has passed just like that.

I feel like holidays just started yesterday !

But, its ending in two days time. Crapness.

My life will be back to the boring life.

After school, come back, shower, have lunch then tuition.

Come back from tuition, badminton, study again.

I feel that i should study but i'm so lazy.

I've tried to force myself to do so but i endded up sleeping. Sighh.

Till now, i dont know what i want to be when i grow up.

Pilot ? Yeahh right. Its just a dream. Never meant to come true.

My dad keep on telling me to study and i'll just say wait.

And my wait is no ending.

My dad is right, i dont know a aim in my life. He want me to take Form 6.

But, i dont want. Another two more years in school ? NOOO!

My studies now is like shit. My results. OMGoodness.

I really dont know how am i gonna do my SPM.

SPM ! Its the end of August already. 4 more months then its 2010.

I'm really not ready to face my future. DARK FUTURE.

Piece of shit. I dont know what am i gonna do.

I really dont want to fail my parents ! Dissapoint them.

But, whatever teacher teach dosen't seem to go in my mind.

Eventhough i focused hardly, still, no success. God, help !

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MERDEKA !

Congratulations for Malaysia to stay independent for 52 years.

Happy Free Hugs Day !

BBQ Night!

Its was so tiring but its worth it !

The weather wasn't very good but still,

we manage to let the party go on.

No one was left out !

No pictures was taken, sorry.

Want to thank all the girls and guys for being so sporting.

Zhe Wei, the host, thanks lots !

Ivan, game manager, hahahah, Thanks !

Girls and guys that attend, Thanks a billion !

Suddenly.

All of sudden, i miss the times when we are so happy together.

All of sudden, i miss those days when i used to miss you.

All of sudden, i feel like turning back time just to change my actions.

Suddenly, seeing you its like seeing a stranger.
Its like i never see you before.

Each drop of rain on my head,
It reminds me of my childhood times.
When boys and girls play together happily.
When we don't mind what other people might think about us,
So happy and worry-less.
I dont have to think so many and go thru love life.
Love life is fun when its the first time,
As time goes by, it only hurts us the most.

Rain Rain Go Away, Come Again Another Day !

Its been raining almost everyday.
Arghhhh.
How i wish it just stop raining just for my holidays.
I'm so worried that in rain on the BBQ night.
Crapness. After all the planning, just rain can wash it all away.
Sad case. Arghhhh.
Lord, just stop raining for this month, pleaseee.

*rain on September or November,
but please don't rain on my holidays, pleaseeeeeee*

Bow-Tie

Yeahh, i know. I suck in smiling.
Anyways, nice anot my bow-tie ? Hahaha.
Special right ? Special thanks to Steffi. =)

High on a rainy day !

Yesterday went out was suppose to play badminton.
Then it rained heavily with strong wind. We ran into a pondok for shelter.
The wind was so strong that even the rain came in.
Everyone was laughing and laughing. Playing water and humping each other.
Planning for bbq night then laugh again thinking of the unexpected.
Laughing was so nice yesterday with friends !
Still, i hope that night won't rain.

Congratulations !

Congratulations GSEH ! WOOOTTTTSSSS !!!
Congratulations GSEH ! WOOOTTTTSSSS !!!
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Congratulations GSEH ! WOOOTTTTSSSS !!!

love is like a game of "kepong".
when you success making the 1st dot,
then you go for the 2nd dot and so on,
till you conquer and own your property

Thursday

Another day closer to holiday. How i love time to pass fast when i'm not having fun.
Today at school was boring as usual. Have to sing patriotic song in the morning. Great Goodness.
Alot of people was absent today. Steffi sick. Suba don't know go where. Wah ponteng i guess.
Beatrice was alone. Chai was absent to by the way.
Had PE, BM, Bio, Moral and then Add Maths. How boring.
Went to KFC for Baked Potato later.

Hmmmm.

Today morning. Its was raining heavily.
It was so good that i don't feel like waking up as usual.
But, it was schooling day. So went to school and sleep.
Ring bell rang and there is no assembly as it was raining.
Went back to class straight and then continue sleeping again.
Today Steffi went to school... Finally.
But, she's sick. Fever or something.
EeLynn was absent.
Never study much today. Just Sejarah.
Now, going out to play badminton. Haaaa....

Holy Shit !

HOLY SHIT ! Holy Shitness.
Lazyness is back. Can't resist it. Its power is too so strong.
Crap. I'm so lazy that i don't feel like doing anything. Just sleeping will do.
Lazy Lazy. I'm even lazy to look at girls these days.
Even teasing teachers i also lazy to do so.

In school, every period i just feel like sleeping so much.
When teacher's teaching i feel like sleeping.
When teacher ask to do homework, i won't do anything.
Lazyness is OWNING.

Anyways, my mum cut off Sport's Channel ! HOLY SHIT !
No more WWE. Damn. Holy Shitness.
Its so dumb for Astro to raise the price as much as RM12 for sports.
GMDI. Useless. No more WWE. Gonna miss alot.

PC Fair.

Long time no update.
Anyways, went to PC Fair at KLCC on the 2nd August.
Cheap stuffs. But i never get any. Never pull my mum out with me.
People everywhere. HUMAN JAM !
Promoter shouting "PROMOTION PROMOTION ! LAST DAY SALES !"


Anyways, i got a memory of a hot hot HOT GIRL. OMGoodness.
Hotter then KY. Much hotter.
She's fair, tall, long hair, long sexy legs, wearing tube and short skirt, heels.
Great goodness. LONG SEXY LEGS DOHH !
Image of her face still in my mind. My Game Girl.
Hotness Madness. She was promoting a useless game.
But, i just went there to get closer to her. This is no hamsap k ?
Just want to listen to her voice. Sweet man. Like KY's.
Haaaaa~

The Calling - Our Lives.

maybe.

Maybe breaking up its a good thing for me and you.
Without me, you can go on with your normal life without sadness and worry.
You can even focus on your studies. For your future.
I don't understand you. I'm not considerate. I'm not reasonable. I don't trust you. As you've been saying all this time. Every time when our outing fails. Maybe i can't blame you. Maybe i'm everything listed and more. That's why i'm not the guy you want to be with.

But, don't think i don't love you. I do love you but as time pass, we got even more busy with our own life. You're so so friggin busy with you school stuffs, studies, dancing. And i'm so busy with my tuition, studies. If you calm down and really think, you will find out that i'm not the guy you want to be with. And for last, there is no other girl. Seriously.

Inmemoryofourspecialmemorablerelationship
11.07.08 - 25.7.09

A Glass and a Heart Break ?

ARE THEY THE SAME ?

Haih..

Haih. There goes another disappointing day.
Every time we plan to go out, there's sure got to be something in the way.
This time you're sick.
I asked you whether can you really go out you say can.
As least if you're really sick, can you tell me earlier that you cant go out ?
I told my mum i'm not coming home for lunch and dinner as i was expecting to spend a hell long day with you today. And now, what am i gonna do ? I even push my outing dinner aside.
JUST FOR YOU. I hope i can take all your rejections on my outing longer. I just really hope.

As time passes, people change.
-wayneisnotlikingitonedamnfuckingbit-

Wednesday.

Its Wednesday already. Time pass and it wont come back.
School today was kinda boring. English little test today. Its was not bad.
Moral was kinda fun because teachers was not teaching.
We played with rolling marbles, buttons and arm wrestling.
Today is tuition-free day and my mum comes home late on Wednesdays.
So, i'm free to use the computer till she's back at around 4.30pm.
Signing off.

Sigh.

Well, its the end of another weekend. Sighh..
Tomorrow have to wake up early again then school and all.
Assembly tomorrow. Gawd.
Another Monday another bad day. It sucks.
So, enjoy your weekend while you still can.
Just a few more hours, minutes and seconds then its Monday !

Hmmmm. Today.

Went to KLCC today. To watch Ice Age 3 : Dawn of the Dinosaurs.
Chai paid for the tickets. *Thanks Chai*
Well, i did booking madness.
Goh Ee Lynn ! FFK ! Last minute !
But, i don't blame her laa. She will be the only girl if she goes.

So yeahh. It was a good movie. Hopefully i won't regret for not watching Harry Potter.
So, before movie, we went to have a BRANCH *breakfast + lunch*
I had McD Apple Pie and Chai had a breakfast set.
Gary, Shaka and Zhe Wei had sizzling mee.
After that we went for the movie. It ended at about 1.10 pm.
Gary had to go home early so we went back to Wangsa Maju.
Gary went home then the rest of us went cyber cafe for DotA ! MADNESS !
Played till about 4 plus then we all plan to go home.

sometimes you do confuse me.

Hey. You know what ? I LOVE YOU.
But, sometimes i'm confused.
A minute ago you said you love me, then later i saw other people calling you *dear*
And you like accepting it like its normal. Its like you're coupling with him.
Sometimes whenever is go fs and see your page, that guy is always there saying :
*muacks i love you dear and all*
I quit my fs is because of this. I don't want to think much.
But, i can't resist the feeling to see you. Your pictures and all.
Sometimes i really doubt it whether am i good enough for you.

*waynechewisnotlovingitmuch*

Dinner.

Had a great dinner yesterday at Selangor Club.
My auntie paid for the dinner.
The food was prefectto but the price was kinda expensive.
And guess who i met ?
*KELVIN* who would have expect to meet a friend from school having dinner at the same place ?
HAHAHAHAHA.
And my two little grandnephews. Gawd they are cute !
The way they laugh. It was like really laughing without any shy feeling.
They really burst laughing loudly in the public. OMGosh. Freaking cute.
Got pictures of them.

BONUS

Tonight. More stuffs.

Its a great night tonight.
My mum is at Melaka and my dad sleeps early, as usual.
My elder sis is out and won't be home early.
My little sis is doing her own things. Won't give me troubles.

Here am i blogging and listening to Jason Mraz's songs.
Doing my moral project at the same time.
TV is off. Best time to relax myself in front of the computer with some songs.
If every night is like today, i won't mind studying at this time. I can focus more in fact.
Although there is no one to chat with, i some how don't feel boring. Its so quite right now.
Just Jason Mraz's songs i hear. Mmmmmmm.

Well, i hope that tonight will last longer as i don't get it every day.
But, nothing is forever. Even a long movie comes to an end some day.
Well look, my sister is asleep already. Its the best night in this month.

Lets see, Open Day is over. Although my mum did not took my results but she know it all.
As you know, mums know everything. Still get the scolding and i was kinda rude to my dad.
I can't deny it. I got no reasons to deny actually. He gave me advice and maybe i took it wrongly.
My mum was right i guess. Or maybe i was born to be stupid.
I'll go with both. Mum says i never put in much effort in my studies. She's right !
Just that i never notice it myself. I was wrong to be rude to her too.
I don't study much but should i blame the teachers or myself ?
Myself too i guess. You can say that i never pay attention in class. I don't know myself.
Well, Mum Dad, i can't show you my best results but i'll do my best.

Another thing. They are teaching Science and Math in Malay again.
Is it a WoooHoo or a BooooHooooo ?
Well, based on my opinion, its a BoooHooo ! Malay language is important obviously.
But, English is an international language. English is used world wide and its very obvious.
Students here wishes to go out country to study, mostly. Most of the country uses English.
We can't expect other country to learn Malay language just for Malaysians.
Its better to learn a language that is being used world wide that expecting others to learn us.
Okay, i'm done. Don't want to ruin my one-in-a-million night.

Back to my night, chatting with Brandon currently. Just the bro i need in such night.
He's the best guy you can find around. I'm damn lucky to find a bro like him, seriously.
He's a person with personality and loyalty money can't buy or even afford !
I knew him since kindergarden. Then, same primary school and now secondary. God's will huh ?
That's what made us best friends. 12 years of best budds. What could i ask more ?
He's the guy to talk with when you're happy, moody, sad, you name it !
We share stuffs and tonight i'm having the best relaxing mood. Thank God ! =)
Well my bro, just a message. Whenever you need me, just text or ring me. I'll try to be there.

Its time for my sleep guys although i don't want too. But, my eyes are so heavy.
Hope to get a night like this soon or occasionly, i don't mind. =)

Transformers 2 !

Went to Pavi to watch Transformers 2.
But, firstly, sad case about M.Jackson. RIP.
"People talk bad about him when he's alive. When he's dead everyone feel sad." said Baron.

7 of us went to Pavi.
Me, Brandon, Baron, Gary, Chai, Zhe Wei and Kelvin.
The movie was awesome. Worth watching.
Every Autobots got better and so is the Decepticons. "The Fallen"
Optimus Prime died but revive again and got stronger and defeat The Fallen with the help of an ancient legend Decepticon who change sides to the Autobots.
The movie was once again awesome.
Cant wait for Transformers 3 !

Everyone had fun and laughters that day !

School and Exam Paper's are baaaccckkk !

School is back and exam papers will be given.
and my results.....
SUCKS !
the worst in my life. I'm dead during Report Card's Day..
Crap man. I did badly. Super badly.
Uncompareable. Sucks man !

I can do anything now.
Just wait and die.

I'm homee...

Back from Genting yesterday.
It was fun ! Tons of laughter and fun..
But it was tiring. =)

pictures will be upload soon.

If You Were Gay

MEN of HONOR

"Men Of Honor'
Its a good movie.
Must watch !

Basicly, its about a men struggles to be a Chief Master Diver at the Navy's.
Watch it. =)

Its not me nor you...

You're saying as if i dont miss you.
You're saying as if i dont want to see you.
You're saying as if that i'm lying.

Even i want to see you, do you know that ?
Its not my problem nor yours.
Its just the time.
Its always like...
"I'm free and you're busy and when you're free i'm busy"

I want to see you more than you want to see me.
Honestly.

HOLIDAYS !

4 DAYS TO GO !!!
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HOLIDAYS !

5 days till holidays
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HOLIDAYS !

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Are coming ! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

6 days to holidays !

3 days till after exam !

OMFG!

Add Maths today suck !
Not only that. Every paper in mid year sucks !
Its friggin hard and teachers never teach before !
DIE ! My parents are gonna kill me if they see my results !

Anyways. Holidays are coming soon too !
Cant wait for it. My days are packed except for the first week.
Hot girls, i'm free on the first week ! xD
I mean my friends. =)

Holidays faster come !

BACKLASH

See Randy "THE CHEATER'" Orton ?
Ruin the front page for BACKLASH only. =.=

BEST MATCHS


"I QUIT" match
Jeff Hardy end it with a table finisher.
Matt Hardy cried.
Jeff Hardy won.

LAST MAN STANDING MATCH
Cena's "HEAVYWEIGHT CHAMPION BELT" on line.
Edge won with the help of Big Show. *cheating*
Cena fought good.
Big Show threw Cena in to a spotlight.
Explosion and fire came out.

These are the only best match.
Others are lousy.
xD

Feb 14 song...

Watch this. It will crack your nuts ! HAHAHAHAHA

GDIMFSOB !

WARNING : I ADVICE THOSE WHO DONT LISTEN TO HARSH WORDS, DONT READ THIS POST !!!!



















FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
GODDAMNIT
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK
ABCDEFUCK
OHMYGOODNESS.
FUCK IT MAN
FUCK ADD MATHSS.
FUCK IT !!! FUCK IT !!!

Babi. I flunged by AddMaths badly.
I cant even fail properly. WTF MAN !
Fuck up ! I CANT EVEN FAIL WITH HONOUR !!
8 MARKS ! IMAGINE !! 8 !!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!
FFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKK
GDIMFSOB !!! ARGHHHHH !!

NOT ONLY THAT !
CHEMS, PHY, MATHS
OMFG
ALL 40+
DIE LAA. I'M GONNA GET TOASTED ALIVE.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I HATE MYSELF ! I HATE MY LIFE !

Aiyooo..

I cant believe i'm saying this but how i wish i was in form 3 again.
Taking PMR. experiencing after PMR joyness.
Same class with all my friends.
Everything is different in form 4.
Studies, classes, topics and all. How sad.
3 Jaya. How i miss the old days.
I rather take PMR again than suffering with add maths and all. Haiz.
Kill me, Nail me.

The Used - All That I've Got

"All That I've Got"

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
Off guard, red handed
Now I'm far from lonely
Asleep I still see you lying next to me
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I..

I need something else
Would someone please just give me
Hit me, knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can laugh
All I want inside I still am empty
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I...

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I guess, I remember every glance you shot me
Un-harmed, I'm losing weight and some body heat
I squoze so hard
I stopped your heart from beating
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me, I..

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got!

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got

DIE !

EXAM IS TOMORROW !





NEVER STUDY ANYTHING YET !





ONE WORD : DIE !

Study, Learn ? Money is everything ?

Studying to people these days are very important.
As our world believes that studies lead to great bright future.
Yeahh. We or our parents' pay for school fees, tuition fees, tutors etc..
Just for our future.
But, all these is just good for those who CAN study.
What about those who CAN'T ?
Anyone ever think of it that way ? Mostly no rite ?

Every job need brains now. They don't see talent.
They just think that those who get Straight A1 is the best.
But, a person is not fully judged by their smartness. My opinion..
Still, it seems like people these days is judging book by its cover.

They hire those who can't work and throw those who can work.
They look high on those who can study and look down on those who can't.

So to me, why learn ?

"Learn more, you know more. You know more, you forget more, You forget more, you learn less. So why bother to learn ?"

Money ? Is it everything ?
Its not but it seems like it is.
You ask why ?

With a sum of money, undeserved people gets deserve peoples stuff.
With a sum of money, criminals get to escape from being judged.
With a sum of money, summons are not given.

"Someone say they have no cash. True but they got Mastercard and Visa"

Life don't make sense anymore.

ADD MATHS !!!

ADD MATHS !! Why do we need add maths ?
Maths will be enough. But why ADD MATHS !!
Its a big BIG waste of time. Imagine. 1 hour just for 5 questions.
This is stuuupiiiddd.
Add maths.. More formula.
We cant even use it in normal maths.
Whats the point ? Damn stuuupppiiidddd..
Add maths leads student to failing with flying colours !

STUPID ADD MATHS ! STUPID ADD MATHS !
Making students frus.
Making students life shorter.
Making students life boring.
Making students life sucks !!!

ADD MATHS ADD MATHS..
MAMPUSLAH KAU DENGAN CEPAT
TANPA KAU, PELAJAR DAPAT HIDUP DENGAN LAMA.
PELAJAR DAPAT HIDUP DENGAN GEMBIRA.
ADD MATHS ADD MATHS.
SEKALI LAGI.
CEPAT MAMPUSLAH KAU.

Happy Birthday.

Happy Birthday to my younger sis.
She's one lucky girl tho.
Wang Lee Hom ori album for her birthday.
Secret Recipe cake as a birthday cake.
In my 16 years life i also dont have Secret Recipe cake for my birthday cake.
Just cheap Care4 or JJ cakes. T.T
How sad. Freaking jealous.
She still dare to compare my life with hers.
Haiz.

Still, Happy Birthday to her.

You and I

Everything seems to be so perfect last time. We laugh together, we share stories, chat and all. But the time ended quickly when tuition stop last year at Nov. We less talk since then. We do go out but less too. As I cant see you frequently like those tuition days, I guess you’ve become like a stranger to me. As I say, I got no topic to talk. You might think it’s a excuse or whatever. But I’m telling the truth. I really don’t know what to talk to you. My friends say ‘Chew, its your wrong laa. She’s a good girl’ and all. I know its my fault but what can I do ? to be honest, there are big difference between us. The movie we watch, the song we listen, the things we like, the time when we’re free, stuff we do as hobby and importantly the kind of friends we have. These difference lead to different topic as we talk. If I talk about my music you would not understand. Same as if you talk about your music to me, I would not understand a thing. The time when we’re free. When I’m free you’re not. When you’re free and I’m not. The friends we have. When I bring you out with my friends you would not understand what are they talking about. Maybe some but I still see the boring face in you. When you want to bring me out with your friends, our talking topic will be totally different. Then my friends told me ‘Chew, go to her school and look for her laa. Bring her roses on Valentines day’. I wanted to do so, I mean not go to your school. But buy flowers for you in that day. But, on VALENTINES DAY, you’re busy buying books, going to friends house. Then you asked me out one day. I said can already. Everything is set. Then you told me about in evening only can. At first I cant cause of my mum. So I was kinda angry. Then , my another friend told me, ‘Chew, its not her fault laa. She can on evening. You cannot go its your fault.’ On that day, I fought with my mum to go out with you. Then I asked you what you wanna do later and you told me eat dinner. So I told my mum don’t need cook for me already. Then I’m out. Message you again what you wanna eat and you say you ate already. That one nothing already. Then at first you agree to go JJ with me someday before. Then later you told me you’re tired and all. So cancel. That’s one also never mind. When you reach, you say you wanna go buy things for your friend, I offered myself to go with you, you give me crap that later you ‘sat sao’, In the whole end, I end up fighting with my mum for nothing cause you call me out for nothing also. I don’t have dinner. I do something to chill me down and you can get angry with me some more. You know I never get freaking angry with you before rite ? but that night you really pissed me off. I know you’re tired. But you must also think for my side. Never eat dinner and walk with me but at least let me company you to some where. Then, on the 9^th March when I want to call you out to watch movie with me and my friends. I asked you and you say can. Then not even an hour later, you told me ‘Chew I think I cannot go at Monday de. My mummy wanna go out with she de.’ I remember that message. Maybe its true but you agree to go with me first right ?

If you agree with your mummy first I cant say anything. Sometimes I randomly call you out. You cannot. I cant plan when I will be sad or when I’ll be happy or miserable, boring or when I need you. I cant plan all this. This stuffs happen randomly. I never tell you how I feel when you say you cant come out randomly because I’m thinking of your side. I don’t wan you to fight with your mum just because of my feelings. But, sometimes I really do need you by my side. Really. Some random rainy day. Some random when I’m sad day. Sometimes I truly really need you by my side. Sometimes, after scolding from my parents, I also need you by my side. When I need you, only my friends by my side. I mean seriously. Where were you ? I know I’m not by your side when you need me too. But when I know you’re sad, at least I instantly tried to cheer you up again. Did I ? But, you probably blame your mum rite ? Saying that she don’t let you out and all. I get it. Since that day, I’m immune to your ‘I love you’ and ‘muax’ already. As everyone read this, everything seems to be my fault. All this problems seems to be the cost of me. Just yesterday, I was sad. I wanted to ask you out again but I can expect the answer from you already. So I message you instead. Till a point which where I ask you wheter are you liking any guys right now. You said no and asked why. I just say a friend of mine told me that you might be loving someone else. Then you say finally I know you trust your friend more then me. Its not the fact. I’m just asking. If I truly trust my friend, I wont be asking you that question. You ask me again whether do I trust you but I was speechless when you straight shot me with that sentence just now. This morning you asked again. I asked can I don’t answer. You shot me with ‘I give up le. You want to go then go laa.’ And ‘I don’t want tie you already. If you wan to go you can go.’ You know I was heart broken that time ? After two shots you’ve made. That shot went through my heart. Deeply. I know I’ve make you sad and said things that make you sad. Things I make you sad its just answer your message coldly as you say. But, you told me to go. I don’t know your ‘go’ means what but I can say it will be a sad thing for me. I don’t know what I can do already. God, lead me in anyway.