Basiphobia

Guess where i went today ? Yes, you're right, i went ice skating. I never ever ice skate before or even roller skate. These sports that hurt myself, is just not my thing. I have the Basiphobia which is the fear of falling down, no matter form a high place or low. At least that is what Google told me.

Anyway, i face a little bit of my fears today and tried out ice skating. There is a few things i found out, ice skating is kinda tiring and it is not easy to skate without learning. As expected, i had be walking along the walls where i can get support for my self and not fall. Hahahahaha ! I called it the Newbie Circumference, because we only walk round the rink, around the circle or whatever shape the rink is. 

Also i had to admit, it was kind of fun. It wasn't all bad. I learned a little, at least how to balance a little bit. I went on the whole day without falling ! How awesome am i ? Hahahahaha ! I even helped some people up when they fell, when i, myself also have problem with skating. But it's a natural reflex, helping a falling person.

Another challenge was, i also have to take care of kids when i myself do not know how to skate. I afraid that if i fell, the kid won't be able to help me up and left me there to die in the ice rink ! Hahahahahha ! I exaggerated a little there. Heh ! 

But you know who has the most tiring part job, my babe. Heheheheheh ! She has to take care of three person who does not know how to skate. Two kids and Giant Me ): If i fell, she also won't be able to pick me up. I forced myself to not to fall, even if i had to break my legs to keep balance. Hahahahaha ! I had fun today, although it was tiring and i was sweating in the ice rink, but i really had fun (: Thanks for showing me the ice rink, babe (:

My babe took my SkateGinity ! Hahahahahah ! First skate ever with my love one (: What could i ask for more ? Heh ! But can see that she's didn't really had fun ): She didn't really skate also, because have to take care of three newbies ): Sorry babe, i wish i knew how to skate also ): Heh.

After skating, got some cajun fries and mash potatoes from Popeyes and head back over to babe's place. It was a tiring day then once i reached, i straight die on babe's bed ! Hahahahahaha ! But really, it was really tiring.  Woke up and had dinner, aunty cook awesome food again :D Thanks aunty ! After that head home because have to pick up sis from tuition center.

Thanks for always bringing me to try new things (: Thank you for everything. 

I love you very much (:

You're Home (:

Overall, today wasn't really a good day. Actually, everyday isn't a good day. Well, welcome to my life. I used to be optimistic about everything, i even taught people to be. Things are easier to be said than done. Optimistic is just better point of view of something bad that we create in our mind to feel better, to comfort ourselves.

To others, their lives suck only once a while. My life somehow suck routinely. But i guess i don't really get to choose. In my Life, when Life give me lemons, i can only deal with it. I don't mean to sound disrespectful and don't get me wrong, i love my parents' like how i should. At times, they do create nonsense and really piss me off countless of times. Their thoughts and thinking are constant stuck at their era, the old days which is impossible to compare to the 21st Century era which is now, my time, 2013.

But parents' will be parents'. I can only deal with it because, reality, you can't teach old people new things. They will never learn, just like when they tried to teach us something from their time.

Anyway, the only upside in my Life today was my babe was finally home, back in Malaysia. Even though she's 5 hours away from me, i still feel closer to her already (: to be honest, i thought you'll be back way earlier but it's okay, as long as you're back here ! (:

But by the time you're home, it'll be actually too late for me to go out and meet you already ): I really thought that i can meet you today ): I was thinking about you some much that time actually did pass by fast today. You can assume that i've been thinking about you all day. Don't worry, definitely positive am not a psycho ! But for now, until we actually meet, which is few hours for now, i can do nothing but ....

Today will be a short post cause it's already 2AM and i'm really eager to see you as soon as possible. Sleeping seems like the only way that i can pass 8 hours in a blink of an eye ! (: In a nut shell, i'm very happy that you enjoyed your pre-vacation and also your first time at Singapore (: Now you actually had been to more countries than me ! :P Glad that you're home safe and sound, happy to know that you miss me too :P

I love you, babe (:

I know it's pathetic of me to miss you so much because you only had been gone for four days. But i really did miss you so very much. So much that is sounded like you're gone for a year or so. Heheheheheh !

God's sake !

Woke up 6AM this morning and checked the day and date and nope, it's still not Sunday the 28th July 2013. Sighed in disappointment and went back to my job. Yes, i have a job, being my sister's "driver". I didn't signed up for this shit, my parents' appointed this job to me without my God damn consent !

Mum and dad, i don't mind sending her here and there if it's far where walking is impossible or even once in a while, to nearby places. But not all the time. Go to school also need to sit car, tuition which is a 15 minutes walk from home also need to sit car. If you both hadn't notice, she's turning into a spoiled brat ! Wait, scratch that. Not turning, already is.

You know how ridiculous it is that i have wake up fucking 6AM in the early morning, on a Saturday, to send her to school which is nearby ? I don't see from any point of view the necessary to drive her to school which is nearby. Even if she's lazy to walk, i'm sure she's old enough to ask kindly for her friend to send pick her up on the way to school.

When i asked you both to compare her life and mine, you both will tell me that she's a girl and she can't walk alone, but mum, did you forgot the time when you haven't bought the car, how did elder sister made her way to school ? You tell me it's dangerous for her to walk alone, then i'm sure she can ask her friend to pick her up on the way right for once in a while.

I'm tried of complaining about this over and over again because you both also do not really care. You also know how to say that driving need 110% of attention and is tiring. Why when it come to fetching here North, South, East and West you don't think that way ? You both always scold me of being angry when need to fetch her from places, but you have to know, sometimes too much is too much. I'm not really about you both forcing me to fetch her from somewhere. What i'm really angry about is the way you spoil her. You both choose to treat her like a princess, it doesn't mean i will and have to.

But fuck this shit, i don't need this. Mum Dad, i respect you both a lot. But please, stop this shit.

You're still away ): If only you're here, i bet we will do something to already. Hope you'll be home soon but miracles doesn't come when we ask for it ): Just found out that you'll be back in Malaysia 12 midnight tomorrow. Thought of surprising you or something. But it's fine i guess, we'll just meet on Monday (: We both never been so far apart before, this seems like the first time and it definitely doesn't feel good ):

I miss you ):

Well, time was passing by slow today. Made a decision to study for the day. I have to admit, time did pass by faster and it is pretty effective but it's fucking torturing ! I don't know how to describe, but studying just isn't my thing i guess. Hope i can just quickly finish my degree and that is for studying. 

God help ):

Was studying one particular subject today and copying some extra notes at the same time. It was really torturing that it made me curse at home and feel like wanna cry ! Hahahahahhaa ! But study really sucks, no joke.

If only there wasn't any exams and all and if only certificate don't mean a thing, i can skip all these shit. But that seems impossible, education is everything. That fact forces the need to study into everyone's life. Unless you're rich, then that's a different story. People can say money can't buy happiness but in the era that i'm living in now, money is everything because money is happiness. 

Especially in the country i'm living in, money can help in many things. If you have the money, you escape death sentence, robbery can be an occupation for you, raping can be a hobby. With money, you can even set who controls the country. But i don't need to further elaborate. My country is so famous right now that i think the whole world know what the country i'm living in is like.

Wow, pictures does speak a million words. I've said to much about my country, it will be too obvious. Hah.

Anyway, i'm getting out of topic. Guess its time to sign off (:

Adios ~

50

Second day without you, missed you very much. But i'm glad you had fun over there ! (: Chances that we'll go Singapore again is kind of low, their currency rate is money taking ! Hahahahahaha ! Have fun while you can, then come back you'll have to focus on exams :P You haven't forget about exams right ? :P

I miss you, babe ): Things are definitely not the same without you here. My life seems quiet and boring. But at the same time, hope you enjoyed Singapore like when i first time went there. Heee ! Have a great day tomorrow and have fun :D Make sure you don't have so much fun until forget about me :P Joking, i know you won't forget about me. Hehehehehe ! I love you, babe (:

Went to class alone today but at least i don't have to eat lunch alone today. Heheheheh ! Was planning to skip class at first, but can't recall whether did i skip today's subject before or not. So, went for class anyway but left class early by half an hour. I even politely told my teacher that i had to go off early ! Hahahahahah ! I was planning to straight walk out but the timing that time was right, so just be a little polite. Heh.

I was a bit late to meet up with my other friends because of raining and no parking. But forget about that, let's just skip and travelling part. Reached Pavilion at about 1PM and head to Sukiya Restaurant straight because the three of us are hungry as hell ! Once we reached, we still have to queue up and today's queue is longer than usual ): All of us were starving that time !

I myself is a meat lover and so to be honest, this place is the best place to have meat so far. Everything here is nice. Meats are fresh, vegetables are fresh and especially the price, RM30 for free flow of chicken, lamb and beef buffet !

Table for us was ready at about 2PM and we straight ordered 10 plates of lamb and beef each ! Yes, we were that hungry ! Once we sat down, we didn't stop eating until we had to go. We total had 50 plates of meats, lamb and beef in total, and it was really a bad idea. Well, it wasn't at first because we were really really hungry. 40 plates was still okay, the hard part starts when the extra 10 came to make it 50 plates for the day ! But in the end, we still finish every meat we ordered and had awesome dessert ! The ice creams !

This picture is only 10/50 plates. You might think that the meat is thin and not filling. But truth is, you don't know until you try :D

We left when we were done with dessert. That is when the after effect happens, we all were suffering from being bloated, super bloated. At one point, the three of us just feel like puking out whatever we ate. Hahahahha ! Really felt like puking and just want to lie down on a bed and sleep. Being bloated is not a good idea.

I've learn my lesson from today which is don't do stupid things like forcing food down your stomach when you're at your peak ! Hahahahahaha ! Never again we will do stupid things like this unless there is more people. I'm still suffering the bloated effect right now, i can't burp, puke or shit. These three things can help me feel better but the thing is, i can't do any of it ! How sad ):

After lunch, we just walked around the mall to help the digestion process but it doesn't seems like it's helping. Walked till about 5.30PM, we headed back because i need to pick my sister up from tuition at 6.30PM. We had an after plan for another friend who will be leaving for Singapore soon. So, i told my other two friends to meet up first and i'll meet them at night because my aunty was coming over also.

When aunty came over, they said they're going out for dinner. When i hear the word "dinner", i feel like puking again. I really didn't want to face food for the night but i got no choice because there is not enough transport. I went along but i skipped the rice part, i just had some green vegetables to help in the digestion process. My aunty brought three kids that i rarely see today, three of them still as cute as when they're young ! :D

After the dinner, i dropped my parents home and went meet up with my friends nearby. Just went there for chit chat, enjoy some board games and darts, free flow of drinks. But mostly is joking around and talking nonsesne that sometimes, i have to admit, doesn't make sense also. Hahahahahaha ! 

It was a very long and tiring day, there are more pictures but i don't have it now. Maybe i'll get it tomorrow. Singing off for now ! (:

Ups and Downs .

My babe headed to Singapore this morning, leaving me in Malaysia alone ): Hahahahahaha ! I'm just joking, don't worry babe ! (: I sent her to the bus station this morning, wanted to accompany her a little longer but wasn't possible ): Stayed up the whole morning until she reached Singapore, maybe fell asleep a few times :P

Well, it is her first time, hope she enjoy it before stressing for exams :P Which is soon ! Today i had to go class alone, have to admit that things were different without her with me. Time passed slowly, never thought i have to eat lunch in the car ! But, it was my own fault. I was almost late for class. Hehehehehe !

Straight headed home after class and took a nap, was sleepy and tired ): Maybe it's because of the hazy weather. Woke up and head to the gym and i understand why a person have to go gym and never stop. The progress on whatever you're working out for will slow down or just decline all the way. Last week was a busy week for me, skipped almost one whole week of work out and i can really feel the decline in my workouts ): Sad case !

It has only been a day and i miss you very much already ): some more you'll be away for four days ): I have no one to text for a whole day and i've been staring at the phone waiting for you to text me ! Hehehehehe ! I love you, babe ! 

Second part of day.

Sometimes when you try to do something good for a person, it isn't necessary means the person will acknowledge it or notice it. Actually, very few will notice. Maybe people do change along the way, a person cannot remain the same throughout their lives. But it's okay, it's very understandable. Enough with this (:

The King, The Buff, The Sampeh, The Pakistani, Shaka, The Forehead (:

Starting in the month of August, it is officially that my high school buddies are moving along with their own ways. Officially each of them. Two went Kedah, two went Ipoh and the last one will be heading to Singpore. Each of them are going to be at their respective campus for quite some time. This might be the end of The Legends.

Sure, we can say that we will meet up some other times or there'll be plenty of chances for us to meet up next time. That's not the point, what worries all of us is that when we come back, we might not be the same as last time. We might no be the same as who we were before we left. I know this is ordinary but maybe it's just me, i hope we didn't have to separate so far away.

The King will not just be The King anymore, The Buff may not be just The Buff any more, The Pakistani might not be old Pakistani we used to know, Shaka may not be the Shaka we once know, The Forehead may not be the same Forehead we used to laugh about, Sampeh maybe not even be the same Sampeh. Things might be different during the next meet up, whenever that is.

But i guess worrying is useless now. What's going to happen will happen.

Whatever the odds are, i wish all of them achieve what they aimed for and have a good campus experience (: Get what they try to get, experience what they want to experience, eat what they want to eat and success not only in studies but career too (: Hope all of us come back as the same person as before we all left each other (: God bless all of us (: 

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY ! (:

I know this i few months late, but it's just because of the busy times i was caught up with. Hehehehehe !

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY, BABE ! :* 

We have been together for a year now, actually yesterday, we've been together for a year and one month. Heheheheheh ! The moments of pain and sorrows and happiness we've been through together has made the journey until here and to the future worth a life time ! (: I'm very grateful to have you in my life. I know i've said this countless of times, but i really can't stress on enough how lucky am i to have you in my live, have you to care for me, have you to love me (: :* I love you, babe :*

We didn't do much on our Anniversary ): Sorry, babe ): Due to wrong timing and a little lack in money ): But luckily, still manage to pull it off (: We went and had lunch at Suki-ya, Pavilion again. Hehehehehe ! To be honest, i had more plans in mind but i guess babe was worry about how much i have left to use, she picked an easy way to celebrate. Thanks, babe (:

Miso and kimchi soup (:

Healthy vegetables

Not forgetting the mushrooms 

Best part of the buffet, free flow of meat !

After lunch, wanted to went for a movie but then no right times ): so, planned to go somewhere and enjoy a session of karaoke. After calls and research about prices and all, realize it was expensive and was not really worth it ): Then, planned to go back to her place to enjoy a few rounds of pool/snooker but then, she forgot to bring her IC. End up, didn't get to play also ):

Sorry, babe that i gave you such a boring Anniversary celebration ): I guess celebration will have to extend to our PD trip ! (: Heheheheheheh ! 

Of course not forgetting the gifts my babe got me ! (: Knowing i just started gym and do not have the proper shoes, my babe got everything for me ! Everything just what i needed ! Hehehehehehe ! It's a motivation. Thank you so much for the gifts, babe (: I really appreciate it a lot, lots and lots ! But one thing is for sure, i even love you more and most ! Hehehehehehe !

I can go on and on, telling how perfect you are for a life time. But i've got no time for that. I rather use my seconds, minutes, hours, days, months and years to show how much i love you. The three words are just mere words if there's no action to shown (: 

I will not catch grenades for you, in fact i will protect both of us from it so you won't be alone. I will not lost you in the cold alone and just remember what you were wearing, somewhere in Brooklyn, in fact i will never let go each moment i have with you. So even if you're lost, you still have me (: I will not just sing about how i love you just the way you are, in fact in will show how much i love you just the way you are. Finally, i won't give myself to chance to tell some one, "When i was your man", because there will never be that chance (: 

I love you very much, babe (: I know you've heard those words before, but this seems like a better time to reread again (: Happy Anniversary, babe ! Lots of loves, 

I love you :*