):

It's easy to tell whether you're mad, pissed at me or not, and even sad. One obvious thing is you will not reply to my "i love you" ): 

I know we hardly meet recently because CNY is close by. You're busy with your things and i'm busy being a driver for my family. Wednesdays and weekends are my only free days now, but my mum had to hook me up with some responsibilities on this Wednesday.

I'm very sorry, babe ): I want to spent every minute with you, i want to be with you every minute ! Don't say i'm lying, don't say i'm fake. I honestly want that. All i ever want is you. I'm very sorry, babe ): Please don't be mad ):

I love you very much, babe

Fireworks, Stars (:

Chinese New Year is almost here ! Which means it's time to put on weight, fill in our tummy with awesome food that will be provided by your mum, aunties and uncles and other guests ! But the main point here, for most of us, the unmarried ones, is the red packets or as chinese calls it "Ang pao".

They're little red packets filled with a small or large sum of cash given by the adults, normally the married ones. People say Chinese New Year isn't about the red packets and food, it's about family reunion and seeing your relatives again. I say Bullshit to that ! They should rephrase it. Chinese New Year is about the red packets and awesome food, but family reunion is the important part. 

See, now every one's happy ! Heh. 

But truthfully, i don't mind celebrating Chinese New Year without red packets and all cause all that matters to me is family members. Year by year i see my relatives, close ones, getting older day by day. Especially my aunties and uncles that took care of my family and i. Sometimes, the thought of them not here anymore really do scares me. I don't even dare to think about it. But i guess there's nothing i can do but go with the flow. I'm not God.

Appreciate the ones around you. Work can wait but Life can't. Take a early day off from work and go back for reunion dinner (: 

Early fire works, brings out the feel doesn't it ? Hahahahaa.

I usually would go out to get a good view of the skies, it would be better if it's filled with stars like the picture above. Stars used to be every where in the skies, no matter where i am in the night, i see stars but that was a long time ago. I prayed to God once, asking Him to give me a star, just one and that would my everything but that was when i was still a kid. Not knowing the star is larger than the Sun. 

Slowly growing up, knowing what i asked for was ridiculous when my parents' brought the topic up. We all laughed at it. Thinking realistically, all God can do is put up more stars in the skies at night for me to see because a star might destroy Earth. Until now, on random nights, i would go out to look for stars, but they're just small ones, twinkling little stars (:

You know what, i was wrong. God did gave me what i wished for, a huge star (: A star that changed my Life, a star that glows wherever i go, a star that has been missing in my Life since i was a kid (:

God sent you into my Life (: my star, my everything (:

God might delayed my wished for quite sometime, but i guess it's worth the wait.

 You light up my Life, you're my shining path when i'm lost, my light when it's dark, my final piece when things are incomplete. You're my everything, my twinkling special star (:

True story (:

I love you (:

Beautiful Days (:

Semester break has begun ! And everyday is a good day (: Everyday is a day filled with joy and good times. One reason to it is because you're with me everyday (: Mentally, physically and Heartly.

11th January

She came down to Wangsa Maju and find me one day. Hee (: She reached here at around noon, so once she reached, we had lunch. We went Festival City Mall and had chicken rice shop ! Don't know why, but it wasn't as nice as we first ate there ): and, we didn't manage to finish everything. Both of us had something to eat before we came out.

This is our meal (:

After lunch, we walked around the mall for the food to digest ! At almost 4pm, we left cause i have to drive my sister to tuition. Then, i brought out my laptop so we can watch movie while waiting my sister to be done with her tuition. We watched The Five Years Engagement (: I find the movie nice as it says "Don't wait to something because we may not have the time".

Until it's about time to drive my sister from tuition, i dropped babe at the LRT Station and she went home. Wished i could drive her home ): Although it was just a short day together, but i still enjoyed each and every second of my Life with you (: I had a great day, babe.

On 14th January

After a long wait and few delays, finally went Sukiya again for meat buffet with babe ! (: But just looking at the pictures right now, i feel like eating already !

We went to Paradigm Mall for Sukiya. Since it was a Monday, there weren't much people but somehow, i had trouble looking for parking. Maybe office workers. Once we reach, we went for Sukiya, afraid it was gonna be full house but luckily i was wrong.

The preps (:

Kimchi soup and 

All the meat; beef, lamb and chicken.

And the eating begins ! (: Yummyummm ! 

Dessert ! 

Long time didn't take picture together already ): Well, finally that day ! Heh.

After a super filling lunch, we went a bought movie tickets for Here Comes The Boom ! . No couple seat again, couple seat at Paradigm is always fully taken. After we got the tickets, babe requested for us to shop separately because she wants to get me something that will surprise me. Hahahahaha ! So, i said okay and we're on our own, for and hour or so.

I spent most of the time sitting down and play phone game. Hahahahaha. Since it was a Chinese Valentine's Day, i bought her something too (:

Chocolate ! 

After shopping, it was movie time ! Here Comes The Boom is a nice movie, to me (: Funny and cute and funny. After movie, we went to One Utama to get something she needs. Luckily parking was that hard to find as it was about 7pm or somewhere there. Forgot.

Then after, we went back to babe's place to have dinner. Her mum cooked dinner. Delicious ! If only i had the guts to take pictures of the food, it would appear in this blog and maybe can make her a chef. Well, nothing is impossible. Heeee. After dinner, we went out for another movie on my laptop but we only watched the movie half way cause i had to go ): Another great day with you, babe (:

On 16th January

For the first time, i woke up at 7am to go to babe's place. Had to fetch her to the hospital as her aunt is ill. Babe had to bring her aunt's previous medication for the doctor to see or something. Morning journey was kind of nice also, cooling and less cars. I don't have to turn on the air cond also.

On my way there, stopped at a McDonald drive thru to get breakfast for babe. Besides McDonald breakfast, i don't think there's anything else she will eat for breakfast. She doesn't eat breakfast, less.

Breakfast delivery specially for her ! Heee.

When i reached, she wasn't even awake yet ! Pig :P and she's the one who asked me to reach before 8am. When i reached, her mum opened the gate for me and i went in. Room door was opened, saw her sleeping like a pig :P Ended up, we around 9am or 10am only go visit her aunty in the hospital. We took a bus there.

Visited until about noon, we went back to babe's place again to have our naps. Both of us are superbly sleepy. Slept till about 3pm, we left for Wangsa Maju again. Firstly, i had to fetch sister home from school and then we had pasar malam date with our classmates (:

At about 5pm or 5.30pm, we left for pasar malam at Cheras. We used another way there and that's definitely not a good idea. Traffic jam for an hour or so till we reached there ): Ate a lot at pasar malam, can't really remembered everything i ate. I know i had asam laksa, tom yam meat and fish balls, some fold-overs or something, vegan popiah and something something. 

We didn't walked long, after asam laksa, we had to leave because need to drive babe's mum to the hospital for a moment. From there to her house isn't very far anyway (: After driving her mum to the hospital and drop her mum home, we went  for desserts ! KTZ Restaurant. Long time no go together with another friend (: Had lo mai kai and babe and the other friend has something something, i forgot. 

We went home after desserts (: You're the reason i'm smiling every now and then (:

On 18th January

Happy 7th Monthsary to both of us ! (: More months and definitely years to come (: Kisses and hugs !

It was our monthsary and the whole day was awesome pawsome ! :D 

Babe was coming over to meet me because was planning to watch a movie at Festival City and i need to drive sister to and fro from tuition later. Firstly, look what my babe made for me (: Glow in dark, box filled with glow in dark stars ! I love it super much, thanks babe (: and not forgeting, a polka dot card !

The gift she hand made for me (: Heee (:

So, on such beautiful day, we chose to watch a horror movie, Mama. Was going to watch with another friend because she wanted to watch with us !

Mama D:

Nice, worth watching movie, scary too. But the ghost was kind of fake, too computerize and graphical. But, nice story line, i like it (: After movie, me and babe scared the shit out of our another friend as she's living in a whole house alone right now, semester break and her housemates all went back. Hahahahaha !

At first, me and babe was planning for karaoke but our friend was afraid  after the movie, so, change of plans. Heeee. Instead of doing something fun and funny that will take the movie out from her mind, we decided to watch another ghost movie at night ! Hahahahhaa !

After it's about time to drive my sister to tuition, we left the mall. Went back and drive my sister to tuition and head to my friends place for 3 hours to wait my sister done with her tuition. In the 3 hours, me and babe watched another movie called 10 Years (:

3 hours passed by swiftly and it's time to drive sister home from tuition. After that, we head to One Utama for our second horror film. We purchased tickets online for 9.45pm.

After all the traffic jam and drive babe home for a while, we reached One Utama at around 9pm or so. We rushed to Food Republic for our dinner ! I had some little wok food and they both had sizzling rice or something.

Their dinner !

After dinner, straight head to the cinema and we're almost late. Thank goodness we're not ! Hehehehe !

First two stories we're scary but the third one was a joke ! Funny like crap, not scary at all. Laughing throughout the whole third story. Hahahahaha ! After movie, we straight head home (: 

Although it's a day filled with horrors, but you still gave me a "Parental Guidance" and "Here Comes The Boom" day, happy (:

Yesterday, 20th January 

It was a Sunday, so after marketing with parents', went home and shower and all then head over to babe's place. Main plan was to see her bro perform and to her ! Hehehehehe.

Her aunt finally recovered from her illness and it's time to get her out from the hospital. Heh. So, we went and drive her home from the hospital. Can see she's feeling much better, maybe better than before. While waiting for them to settle the fees and all, me and babe went and got a crepe cake (: After that, drove her aunt back to her place and her daughter drove her home.

Yumm Yumm ~

After that, we also went in home for a while and waited for babe and the parents'  to get ready. Before going for the performance, some errands needs to be done. After everything was done and every one was ready, we left. The performance was at Tropicana City Mall (:

At first we thought we were late, so, we rushed !

On the way and brought the kids along (:

When we reached, we only came to know that the bro's team turn is not going to be that soon. So, we went for lunch nearby. Maybe just a floor below the performance venue. Had prawn mee, asam laksa, nasi lemak and bird's egg, i don't know it's proper name. 

After lunch, we went back up and the performance had started but it still wasn't the bro's turn just yet. We watched other teams perform as well.

This kid is heavy, despite the size.

We only watched until it is the end of the bro's performance because it was raining. The bro performed well and got a big applause. We head into the mall and to the arcade for the kids.

I wasn't really playing, just posing. Hee.

Bear In The Big Blue House. Finally remembered this cartoon's name !

"Wow, this shit is moving !". Hahahaha !

Squeezed in the apple !

After that, we sent the kids back to their home and we went back to babe's place. The something happen, something emotional and i don't want to talk about it (: then we both had our naps till it was dinner time.

Babe, the parents' and i had dinner at SS2 hawker stalls. Me and babe had western food and all. After dinner, we went and got another movie, What To Expect When You're Expecting (: Then again, went back to babe's place and her relative came, just one with his kid, Princeton. Cute little kid but he seems hyperactive to me LOL.

"Where's the shit i'm looking for ?"

Pose for the camera !

After her relative went home and all, we watched our movie but i only get to watched a bit of it cause her mum was sleepy and all. Didn't want to disturb ): So, i head home after that.

You change my ordinary days into happy days, as long as you're with me. (: I love you very much !

I don't know when this was taken, just gonna upload it anyway.

My days are beautiful,

just like you,

Because i'm with you (:

I love you (:

It Is You (:

How do you describe a person that you love ? To me, there's only one way to describe them. P E R F E C T. I know people say nothing is perfect or no one's perfect. To me, my loved one is the person who's perfect in my eyes and Heart. When i've found my perfect one, it's kinda hard to give a shit about people saying she's right or she isn't for you. Yeah, i never did give a shit because she's flawless in my eyes.

My point is, truly, it's very hard to give a shit about what people say about your relationship. You choose that person because you know that she's right for you, she's the one (: others don't choose it for you so others don't see what you see in a person. But there's only one thing i would like to change about you, it's your last name (: 

People also say, "we do crazy things when we're in love". I understand this, Crazy is the exact word that describes me. I can stay up for hours to do some art work for my loved one just to put a smile on her face. I can stay up all night just thinking about my loved one. I can ignore tiredness in myself as long as i get to see my loved one. I can travel near and far for my loved one just to spend more time with her. I can and most probably would do anything for my loved one, you know, just to see her happy (: You know when a shooting star passes quickly and light up the whole sky and other stars just fade a way. That's how you are with me, you lit up my Life and nothing else mattered (:

Sometimes, i would like to thank your mum for giving birth to an angel, which is you, that someday will be my wife (: You know how your mum says we're crazy together, actually, that's the point. Love is being crazy together (:

You know, if someone would ask me what a beautiful life means, i would lean my head on your shoulders, hold you close to me and answer, "Like this". (: because there's a love only you can give, a smile that only your lips can show,  twinkle that can only be seen in your eyes and my Life that only you can complete (: You're everything that i could ever dream of, you're more than i could ever asked for (: 

Within you i lost myself, Without you, i found myself wanting to be lost again because all i ever wanted is to be with you, just you (: Even Cookie Monster said, "Sometimes me think what love is. And then me think love is what last chocolate cookie if for. Me give up last chocolate cookie for you".

Its funny that so many of us either fear tomorrow or regret yesterday. But for me ? I won't fear tomorrow if i'd get to be with you. I won't regret yesterday because there's one yesterday, i met you. I believe that Life is not a series of meaningless accidents. When things are bound to happen, they surely will. But understand this, You're not an accident as i was meant to know you. That's serendipity. Live is mad for living and so i live my Life for you. Love is for giving and so i gave mine to you. Heart is for beating and mine beats for you. Dreams are full of meaning and mine is full of you (:

My friend recently asked me in a game of truth or dare and i chose truth, to give her one good reason why i love you so much. I smiled and answer, "There's no reason not to". (: Like i've said before, you're flawless in my sight, in my Heart. To love is nothing. To be love is something. To love and be love is everything. I'm nothing, you're something so let me be your everything (:

Babe, words aren't enough to describe my Love to you. So, i'll let action be a part (: I love you (: Others call it meant to be or destiny, but i'll just called it me and you, that's all that matter.

I'm posting this is not because you asked me to. It's all truth from the Heart (: 

A little laugh, hope it made you laugh at least.

Roses are red,
Polka dots,
I suck at poems,
I love you (:

Heh !

I love you (:

It Says I Love You (:

Today will be a random post (:

We've almost break up for four times and luckily, thank God, we still got back together at last. To be honest, those times didn't feel great at all. Those were the times when you can actually feel Heart ache. You can feel it in your chest, it ache so much that you had to cry, no matter how much you control, no matter how strong you are.

First time would be because of Jealously. I guess i brought this upon myself. This is during the first month, when i wanted to go underground relationship with babe. As much as she said she didn't mind, i should be smart and be able to guess that she's lying. Besides that, i still go out with girls frequently and all. I didn't know my border and i'm truly sorry, babe ): I guessed i've crossed the line that made you make the decision to break up with me.

But, from this almost-break-up, i've learned to know my borders and respect. We all have our limit, our borders that we cannot cross. You'll only have troubles if you cross the line. Respect, people want to be acknowledge, especially your loved one. Just imagine that your parents' don't acknowledge you as their children, how would that feel ? Now i understand the pain. I'm sorry, babe. Through this also, trust between us grew (:

Second time would be Hurt. This is would be the fault of neither of us. It's just a normal reflex and conscience. You chose to leave me because of being afraid that you'l hurt me, having the thoughts of you not deserving what you have right now. The truth is, it is i that don't deserve what you had to provide cause i'm an asshole, i'm a jerk.

But, let me make things clear. As i said in past previous post, you deserve everything i have to give. Actually, you deserve more than i can ever give (: You changed me to a better person. From an alcoholic to moderation in drinking and from a smoker to a non-smoker. There's more but i guess these are the two main things that is hard to change in a guy, but God bless that you managed to change me (: Yes, hurt. You didn't hurt me once or twice but that's perfectly normal in a relationship. But you know how to overcome it ?  Solve the problem between us and go through it together. That's what i believe and i guess till now, it works. Again, i'm sorry for all the times i've hurt you and situations i put you through ):

Third reason is kind of ridiculous, no offence, babe. But then again, maybe i really did go over the line with teasing. She asked me not to talk about it. Long story short, i'm sorry babe ):

During this period, i felt like i was the most useless guy on Earth. I can't even keep my own love one happy. All i do is make her cry and starting to feel that i'm the source of her sorrow. But confidence came back when she asked me to cheer her up, and i successfully did. I sang a kid's love song to her. The moment she laughed when i sang the song, i was so relieved. I was happy that i can do something right. Sorry, babe. For all the sadness i've caused. 

Fourth reason would be the most recent one, its because of, well, i don't show that i'm doing things i've promised to do. I'm not defending myself but i really got my own way to things. Then again, actions speaks louder than words. I don't blame you for making that decision again, i know i didn't convince you that i'm doing what i had promised. I'm sorry for disappointing you this time ):

You told me to give you 11 days to think about it and so i did. Didn't want to pressure you. I've waited for hours to pass and the next day you told me we should end our relationship. I was devastated, sadness overcame me once again. The pain in my chest, it feels like something is poking on it. it was Heartache.

After a good calm down, i've realize that we can't wait to do things. We might have the plans but we don't have the time. Anything can happen at any time. For instance, before i could fulfill all my promises to you, you made the decision to break up because i waited to do what i was suppose to do. I saved plans for future. Right the day after, i went and do what i was supposed to do a long time ago. Get you flowers and a teddy bear (: And thank God, on that day itself, we got back together (: 

Another thing is that i'd promised to work hard for our future. Well, i guess it's not obvious but i'm really working for it, babe (: Future with you is all i've ever wanted since we got together. Believe me (: 

At first, i planned to give you the two gifts on Valentines. I had all planned out but after this happened, i realize, no matter how perfect the plan is, if you don't have the right person to present it to, you don't have the right time to make it happen, it's just another blueprint on a piece of paper. Plans are made so we can make the action, not wait to make the action (:

I'm very glad that managed to go through all of these, four times ! (: This only proves how strong our relationship is.

Babe. i love you very much. More than anyone i've ever loved in my entire Life. You're more than just a girlfriend to me. You're family to me, bestfriend to me, sibling to me. Basically, you're my Everything. You can't not take any of my promises into consent but one thing you have to believe is that i love very much, i love you one and only, forever will come true with you, forever will happen with you.

Here's a little poem that i like very much and never once shared it with others (: You're the first.

If Only You Knew

In the darkness of the night, there is only me and you,
We are woven together in our very own cocoon.

I feel your heartbeat against my chest,
I hold you tight as we both rest.

I start to drift off to sleep,
And think of how I turned complete.

I am only complete when you are near,
To lose you someday is my biggest fear.

It takes two halves to make a whole,
My heart and yours we make one soul.

- Rahik Thamir -

God (:

Thank God once again (: every thing was fine once again and i promise i will be better (: Thanks for believing, trusting !

Yesterday, Kenny Rogers was having a promotion ! Wear red or own red items will have a Buy One Free One quarter chicken and so we went for it yesterday ! Me and babe went to Tropicana Mall's Kenny Rogers. Surprisingly, with this offer, there wasn't many people. Thank goodness ! 

But before dinner, we went to pet shop to get something for her dog and cats the she hugged me (: I was so happy that time, thanking God again that i didn't lose her (: Oh, love.

We had additional side dish, potato salad ! My favorite (: We had a movie at 9.30pm but since we finished our dinner and was too early for movie, we went to the arcade and for racing games ! :D and Hahahahahaha ! i won her in all games.

We played two games and then it was movie time. We watched Parental Guidance and it was a total comedy movie. Laughed so hard till my tummy hurts ! She too enjoyed the movie and laughed throughout the whole movie. Long time never seen her laugh so much (:

Very glad to see her happy and laugh like yesterday. I wish i can give you more days filled with laughter (: I will try my best to give her that.

And this is our dinner (: It was very filling.

And today, i gave things she has been asking for very long. Flowers and a teddy bear ! Hope she's happy with the gifts i got for her. Although the bear wasn't a big one, but it has to work for now. Next time, it will be the biggest bear she'll ever dream of !

From the argument this time, i've learnt that we can't wait to do something all the time. We might have the idea but not the time. We might had planned what we will do, then again, we might not have the time. Time is unpredictable and anything can happen at any time. 

I'm sorry that i've hurt you in the past, i'm sorry i let you wait for the good things in Life. I'm sorry that i didn't give you enough happiness, Sorry that i didn't do what i'm supposed to do, sorry cause i know it's hard to cope with me.

Now, i promised with my whole Heart that i will do my best to work things out and keep you happy no matter what (: no more waiting.

I love you very much (:

Thanks for not leaving.

Nine Days Left

Another day is passing by slowly. It has already been a day without you, you didn't text or call. You have no idea how much i miss you ): Plus with the situation we're in, it only makes me miss you even more and worry at the same time.

I'm here without you, baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you, baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you, baby
But you're still with me in my dreams

Because 

I miss you like crazy 
Even More than words can say 
I miss you like crazy 
Every minute of every day 
Girl I'm so down when your love's not around 
I miss you, miss you, miss you 
I miss you like crazy 

And

I'll be your shelter
I'll be your storm
I'll make you shiver
I'll keep you warm
Whatever weather
Baby I'm yours
Be your forever, be your fling
Baby I will be your everything

From the Heart ):

I'm sorry
It's all that I can say
You mean so much
And I'd fix all that I've done
If I could start again
I'd throw it all away
To the shadows of regrets
And you would have the best of me

I love you very much and

I don't want this moment to ever end,
Where everything's nothing without you.
I'd wait here forever just to, to see you smile,
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you.
Through it all, I've made my mistakes.
I stumble and fall, but I mean these words.
I want you to know,
With everything I won't let this go.
These words are my heart and soul.
I'll hold on to this moment, you know,
As I bleed my heart out to show,
And I won't let go.

Babe,

Please forgive me, I know not what I do
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you
Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through
Please forgive me, if I need you like I do
Please believe me, every word I say is true
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you

Sometimes I just hold you
Too caught up in me to see
I'm holding a fortune
That Heaven has given to me
I'll try to show you
Each and every way I can
Now & Forever,
I will be your man

I've loved you forever
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow
Forever has now begunJust close your eyes
Each loving day
I know this feeling won't go away
Every word I say is true
This I promise you
This I promise you

and know that,

What makes you so beautiful, is you don't know how beautiful you are to me
You're not trying to be perfect
Nobody's perfect, but you are, to me
You try to take my breath away
Feel the words that I don't say
I wish somehow, I could say them now (:

I might copy and paste these lyrics, but if it says what i want to say, i guess it works (:

3 Doors Down - Here Without You
The Moffitts - Miss You Like Crazy
Boys Like Girls - Everything
Sum 41 - Best Of Me
Sum 41 - With Me
Bryan Adams - Please Forgive Me
Richard Marx - Now and Forever (:
Richard Marx - This I Promise You
Carly Rae Jepsen - Beautiful 

I love you very much (:

I know it's a little early,

But 9 days to go.

Is It So ?

I trust you with all my Heart but you don't seem fine to me today ): The fine you isn't like this. If there's something, i really hope you would tell me, even it's about me, i hope we can solve it together. Remember that we promised to be honest with each other, at anytime ?

I know how much you like to settle your problems on your own and not burden other people. You got to get this point that i'm not part of that other people. I'm your boyfriend, i'm your love one. I'm part of you and the least i can do is listen to what you have in mind. Please understand that i don't want to force you, but i really want to know what's wrong and what's going on your mind. I want to help, i don't want to see you go through hard times alone, i want to be with you ):

I know i said no emo post, but this is really necessary and just a short one.

And there you ask for time to calm down again, i don't know what i should do. Living a day without you is already hard enough. Now you're asking for 11 days ? Dear God, what's happening ? Each word you're saying right now scares me, a lot ): All the thank you and all. I really can't lose you. 

I really don't know why you think that way ? Is it how i treat you or is it the people around me ? I've always thought it's the best to be your loved one which is also your best friend so that we can share everything without boundaries. Maybe it's just because i'm so comfortable with you, that i'm totally myself when i'm with you. I don't know what i should do, i can't do anything actually as i don't wanna force you. All i can do is wait. So lost, depressed, scared.

Dear God, please ):

Officially 10 more days.

I love you (:

Can't see you going through hard times alone ):

Please, let me help ):

Date Date Date ! :D

After weeks of studying for exam, finally got the chance to go out yesterday (: Ahh, can't even remember when was the last time we watched a movie together and finally yesterday we got the perfect chance ! Heheheheh !

We went Paradigm Mall for lunch and movie and everything else. Yesterday was kinda jam, from my house to babe's place then from babe's place to Paradigm.

Parking was everywhere at Paradigm, didn't took us long till we found a parking space. First thing we do when we got to Paradigm was get movie tickets ! We got Les Miserables for normal seat, twin seat sold out ): Movie was 5.50pm and that time we reach Paradigm was only 2.30pm or so.

Both hungry as hell, we went get lunch ! Went for Spaghetti Grill again; cheap, delicious and free flow of appetizer ! Peppercorn Spaghetti and Fish and Chips (: We also got fried onion rings and flat bread.

After lunch, we went walked around for a while since it's still early. We walked around Paradigm, went and find some external charger for our phones and some random shops. Then i went fully retarded at Toys' R Us. 

Then around 5.40pm, we went in to the cinema for our movie (: The movie lasted for about 2 hours and more. It was a good movie, worth watching (: but she find it kinda boring. 

Then after movie, we went for dinner at Sushi Zanmai. Have to line up for it again, many people. Then after dinner, we head home. We both got to study for another and final paper for this semester.

Us (:

And our refillable appetizer ! Flat bread and fried onion rings (: 

This is where i went fully retarded with masks and shits ! Hahahahahha.

 Wolverine high as fuck, singing and shitz ! Hahahahah. This dude is actually Wolverine.

and our lunch and dinner ! Top is my chicken katsu, then fish and chips, then peppercorn spaghetti and finally her something udon something katsu. Hahahahah !

Remember this ring ? (:

This is the first ever ring that i ever received from my loved one (: actually it's the only ring i ever got. This ring, to me, shows maturity in our relationship. There's a reason why i never got a ring for my past girlfriends before. But with you it's different, i want you to be part of my Life and i'm ready for it. I know i don't show what i said i would do, they all complain about the same thing. But the thing is, i got my own way of getting my things and promises done. 

I have every intention of doing promises that i made to you. If i can give up drinking, i don't see why i can't do anything else. Babe, from now on i will show you that i'm doing what i promised if that's what you want (: All i want is for you to be happy, and then i'll be happy. I wish i can be the source of your happiness and not your sorrows. 

It's very hard for a guy who had be childish for all his Life to suddenly turn mature and act as a 19, 20 year old guy soon. I'm very grateful that i have you, that after so many things happened, you still cope with me (: thank you. No matter what, i love you very much dearest (: 

i love you (:

'nuff said.

Fish Fer Lunch !

Don't really want to talk about exams, it sucks to the max.

After exam today, we went Manhattan Fish Market for lunch ! Yummyum ~ We ordered the lunch set but it was kinda expensive. I guess it's worth it tho cause it's delicious ! Hehehehehe !

And some one got new phone the other day ! It was on New Year's Eve when she got the phone. After exam, we went back to her place for a while. At around evening, we and her mum went to One Utama together to get her the phone (: She's happy of course. After getting the phone, we went SS2 for dinner then walked at the pasar malam for a bit because she wants to get some phone cover/stickers and screen protector. After that, we went for New Year's Eve countdown ! We went to Tropicana City Mall for the countdown. There were quite many people, it was kinda pack but i'm sure the Curve would be worse. There were fireworks and all (: and again, i finally get to go through a New Year with my beloved :D Hehehehehehe ! Much love ! 

Back to our lunch for today ! :D

We had this, i forgot the name.

And this is scallop spaghetti, spicy but kinda dry.

Mushroom soup.

It was a very filling lunch ! Burpps !

And tadaaa ! This picture is nice (: Hhehehehehe !

And i just recover from ill, still look sick tho ):

I love you, babe (:

Thanks for spending time with me (: